Jail Socks - Caving In Lyrics

Blacked out again
But it's not enough to get me back
To the numbness that locked me in
So this time around
I'll take a little extra to send me deeper down

Why does it hurt to want to feel good?
I'm trying harder
I've reached out
But, if time allows,
I'll leave extremities deadened to stick around

Take it all to feel numb
Sit and wait? I can't at all
Push it back with the others
Down it with another
I never learned to take my time so
I'll take it all

I think I'm finally caving in
Now I don't even know who I am
I think I'm finally caving in
Clawing at the cliff side
Nostalgia drag me down

I know better than that
Waking up, cold
Sweating on the floor
Never been so close to giving up

Take it all to feel numb
Sit and wait? I can't at all
Push it back with the others
Down it with another
I never learned to take my time so
I'll take it all