Jabez Z - .dear zack. Lyrics

Dear Zack
No matter what, just know that I have your back
Even when things change, or when your internal glass starts to crack
Or when your grandpa dies and the rest of your life it starts to crash
Just notice this, and listen to what's on this track
Things will not be the same, movin' from place to place
Divorces will happen, step family will take it's place
Love them all to death, but consequences your scared to face
Will come back to haunt you and bring you to a hellish pace
You start to do magic, hopin' imagination can reveal
Things that you have passion for, but then life becomes all too real
You move back to Vegas and start high school for another year
Gettin' into theater, your mind is pushed to another gear
Make some new friends, and grind on magic some more
People start to notice, but you've become depressed some more
Start to make bad decisions, stealing, lying, demons creeping towards
Your mind, you start rapping, and you realize what this outlet is for
It's for coping with stress that you have never felt
Like when things start looking up, after things hit below the belt
After life crashes gas splashes all over the belt
Laying beside your girl, she is fine, but you need help
During the play, you are side of the stage, and emotions start to happen
The girl beside you releases the love that you couldn't imagine
Beautiful eyes, big heart, great smile, it happened
You were in the best place your life has ever been trapped in

You got the girl, the job, and the life that you deserve
But something still inside of you makes you want to scream and curse
The devil on your shoulder speaking softly with college words
You try to shoo him off, but often times it ends up worse
You wake up every morning and you see your room is a mess
All your clothes are dirty, it's really hard when I try to dress
Showers happen every day, but your mind is still in distress
Until your girl comes to save you from all the stress
You missed the days that you can't be with her
You saved up your money, so one day you would kiss her
Drive her home from school, see her eyes as she leaves the car
Things in your mind start to look up, you've sealed your scars
The devil disappears, now there is nothing of influence
Except your own mind, your own choices is what makes you do it
Things you can change are your own, that's what makes you human
So always tell yourself that if there is something true, you can do it
So Zack
If you can take one message with you
I want you to remember that love is always with you
You have family, you'll have a girl, you'll have this message too
Listen to this when your down, cause only you can know what to do
You're Always Strong