J3.XY - Ribbons Lyrics

I got a tendency to build up dependencies
And I got problems, but they aren't the end of me
She got chocolates and I got tissues
Impulses in my brain diffuse
I stay driving my bruk down saloon
Like me
I think it's got issues
Still
I put it down for the crew they know how I'm living
At my own pace I don't touch no ribbons
I just wanna pop two bottles and skank to a riddem
Yeah you know them ones
Both hands on your head and skank, that one
Head in my hands, mind blank them ones
I guess it's just one of them ones
Up past Leicester on the M1
Now I'm in Leeds like the Otely run
Me and Latif put our souls in the gun
And we let it go on this one
Spent too much time looking for my sun
And don't mean a little man son
More like happiness in mans lungs

Exhale, breathe on
Exhale, breathe on
Bad energies can they be gone
Bad energies can they be gone
Exhale, breathe on
Exhale, breathe on
Telling me that I'll keep on
Keep telling me that I'll keep on

The man in front of me in the queue just won a hundred pounds
And they said scratch cards are for clowns
I could do with a hundred now
A hundred miles away from perfect
Texting my ex like I must belong in a circus
Oh well I got feelings in surplus
I'm nervous
Aren't you
Nowhere near where I wanna be
The truth I don't know if I wanna leave
Summer fruits in my juice don't bother me
Summer fruits in my juice don't
Honestly, honestly
I'm just breathing init
Hold it down whilst I'm init
I want all of the digits
All of the medals and all of the ribbons
So what I know that I'm different
I don't care if this ain't well written
But most times I feel hell ridden
If I lie to myself it's okay
But if I lie to my boys I'm trippin
If fly to the moon will it go away
All the pain that's hidden

Exhale, breathe on
Exhale, breathe on
Bad energies can they be gone
Bad energies can they be gone
Exhale, breathe on
Exhale, breathe on
Telling me that I'll keep on
Keep telling me that I'll keep on