Iskwirel - Define PTSD Lyrics

Tell me lies tell me lies
While you look into my eyes
And I'm sick of it
I'm ill from you
I'll just gather my emotions like my scent stained sweater
You made it more than clear that you're through
Your disguise your disguise
In the white of your eyes
I can see right through
Come through to you
Please confront your emotions before a couple of notions
Bleed out from your misuse

It might take a couple of days before you can display
Some actual empathy with a side of apathy
Am I the main course well of course
You're eating me alive
Set my feelings aside
It could take a couple of months before you might regret
The way you tossed me
Or reused me
If you cared about the Earth
You wouldn't plan for my rebirth
It gets exhausting
Set those feelings aside

Ruin my circadian rhythm a little more
You've basically cut my heart into fourths
Diagnose fears cause of this Mi Amor
Define PTSD while it's dripping out your pores
Medicine for melatonin I just need more
If I take too much then what is this for
Don't contemplate the situation just ignore
Define PTSD while it's dripping out your pores

I have cried I have cried
More than a couple of times
And I'm sick of it
And it's over you
I'll bury these emotions while you subdue every motion
I've made just for you
Change the tide change the tide
Keep drowning in that disguise
Took a left turn for you
And I'm afraid of you
I confronted that emotion like the devil as we know it
And of course I see right through

It might take a couple of weeks before you decide
To show some kindness
But regardless
I still initiate I have the hope that you hate
That I'll know you as you are
Taken me a couple of years to realize the anxiety
This has caused me
It alarms me
I repress the fear so that people can endear
That other side of me

I try to ground myself while I look at my 5 senses
Touch smell taste maybe something that I can see
Or a song that I can hear
I feel your presence right here
On the interstate you're nowhere near engulfed in my fear
My mind keeps distorting
And my thoughts keep soaring
A plane someone will take see their lover next morning
A coffee place that you hate
Oh wait you're bitter to the taste
Smoky as a cigarette
Turn your head feel some regret

Ruin my circadian rhythm a little more
You've basically cut my heart into fourths
Diagnose fears cause of this Mi Amor
Define PTSD while it's dripping out your pores
Medicine for melatonin I just need more
If I take too much then what is this for
Don't contemplate the situation just ignore
Define PTSD while it's dripping out your pores