Iskwirel - Am I Lyrics

I've come to a point in my life
Where I'm not sure where I am
And people see when I pretend
Is that who I am
I've come to a place in my mind
Where people cant understand
What I do or what I am
Is that who I am

Someone told me
You only need a few to be happy
It hasn't always been like that at all
I feel a need to always be in company
Heart shatters to see the truth in me
What am I as a person
What am I

I have a teenage self-esteem
And I hate it cause I always feel like
I am doing
Something wrong
I catch people's techniques
And do the same things they've done to me
Where have I
Gone so wrong

I couldn't sleep last night
And the messages I send
Repeat the patterns that I've lend
Is that who I am
Anxieties all through my head
I cannot comprehend
What I do or what I am
Is that who I am

Someone told me
You only one to be happy
That zen in myself is nearly gone
I feel a need to always have your company
Hearts shatter because I feel like I need to leave
What am I doing as a person
What am I

I have a teenage self-esteem
And I hate it cause I always feel like
I am doing
Something wrong
I catch people's techniques
And do the same things they've done to me
Where have I
Gone so wrong

I have been oh so wrong
I have done so much wrong