Ionika - fallen angel Lyrics

I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
Sun melting sky doesn't make me feel high
I sit in the grass as tears fall from my eyes
Pain is my happiness, guess that's the price
My life is a gamble as I roll the dice
Dark fallen angels are my only savior
Alone in this ocean, I'm just a lost sailor
Can't find my light, I'm a fuckin' failure
Losing my mind like I'm Charles Xavier
I spoke to the Devil, he said I was fine
The clock slowly ticks, am I out of my time?
The wind sings these dark, hallow, eerie, cold hymns
I'm chained to a rock, can't get out of this bind
I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
How can I be so helpless, such a mess?
I live through the pain 'cause that's what feels the best
Dopamine high lets my feelings express
Enter my coffin, my death is my rest
Rose petals drift in the dark dreary night
Like angel feathers, now I cannot take flight
Can't tame the beast, now my heart, he shall bite
Six feet under, the sky has no more light, I…
I…I just keep
I just keep falling
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't have a purpose
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
He has punished me
Slaughter the lambs, now the pacifist griefs
Pain looks so good, now the masochist eats
Reside in the room where the Baphomet sleeps
Trust in the wolf, disappear like the sheep
Key to Eden has dropped into the river
Water so cold that my body just shivers
Drown in my poison, then cut out the liver
Scavenge my body, take a slice or a sliver
Trapped in a changing maze, settin' my soul ablaze
Counting off my days inside this empty cave
I am the Devil's slave, my future's in a grave
Bite the apple I crave, my life I cannot save
Reflections of remorse, I need to be changing course
My voice is getting hoarse, constantly fighting wars
Can't open up these doors, I'm a ghost like Lenore
My body's on the floor, discarded, washed ashore
I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
Kill me

I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
Sun melting sky doesn't make me feel high
I sit in the grass as tears fall from my eyes
Pain is my happiness, guess that's the price
My life is a gamble as I roll the dice
Dark fallen angels are my only savior
Alone in this ocean, I'm just a lost sailor
Can't find my light, I'm a fuckin' failure
Losing my mind like I'm Charles Xavier
I spoke to the Devil, he said I was fine
The clock slowly ticks, am I out of my time?
The wind sings these dark, hallow, eerie, cold hymns
I'm chained to a rock, can't get out of this bind
I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
How can I be so helpless, such a mess?
I live through the pain 'cause that's what feels the best
Dopamine high lets my feelings express
Enter my coffin, my death is my rest
Rose petals drift in the dark dreary night
Like angel feathers, now I cannot take flight
Can't tame the beast, now my heart, he shall bite
Six feet under, the sky has no more light, I…
I…I just keep
I just keep falling
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't have a purpose
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
He has punished me
Slaughter the lambs, now the pacifist griefs
Pain looks so good, now the masochist eats
Reside in the room where the Baphomet sleeps
Trust in the wolf, disappear like the sheep
Key to Eden has dropped into the river
Water so cold that my body just shivers
Drown in my poison, then cut out the liver
Scavenge my body, take a slice or a sliver
Trapped in a changing maze, settin' my soul ablaze
Counting off my days inside this empty cave
I am the Devil's slave, my future's in a grave
Bite the apple I crave, my life I cannot save
Reflections of remorse, I need to be changing course
My voice is getting hoarse, constantly fighting wars
Can't open up these doors, I'm a ghost like Lenore
My body's on the floor, discarded, washed ashore
I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
I am God's angel that fell from the top
My wings have broken, now my body shall rot
Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot?
Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks?
Kill me