Integrity - Troublesome Dilemma of Fornication Lyrics

The Troublesome Dilemma Of Fornication
As a younger man it is perceived as a great accomplishment
To spread your filthy disease to any willing victim
But as you grow in years
The overwhelming cloud of disgust looms with the memory of each and every conquest
Especially when concerning the track record of your current partner
Jealousy and delusion work together to create a masterpiece of modern paranoia
And one up reality every single time
How wonderful it would be to be solely responsible for one vice
For your name to be synonymous with it's affliction
To test the tides of every potential victim
To enhance societies primal fear
A wonderful aspirations
One achieved by several great men
Ironically, the same fear that transformed the iconic legend, Howard Hughes
from a swinging sex symbol to the brazenly eccentric recluse
Who's name now became synonymous with insanity as well as gluttony
But what is a great life
Lurking in the darkness in a shroud of Mormon aids
Controlling much of the United States
While unable to control himself
To sacrifice the reigns of personal control for global power
Was that worth it's price?

Secretly I believe life is an act
Never attempting a planned experience
Always relying on chance
Chance is what got me where I am at today
The only directional control I ever offer
Is to always take the furthest path towards absurdity
As accolades went out
Miserable attire beckons
And you call to the warm cockles
Promiscuous Promises
Extraordinary pulse
Wind shattered sequel
In every single door past forever