ImJustTy - Why Am I Like This? Lyrics

I can’t believe, I’m crying
Why Am I, like this
Taking time
To Reap what I sow
It’s all my fault
I like to, overthink
And it ruins everything
Can I fix what I broke
So why am I like this
Why can’t I change
You deserve better
Not me, stuck in my ways
I hate all the questions
Cause I don’t know the answers
I’m fighting depression
But what does it matter
I’m pacing back and forth
Because of thinking what to say
I got a couple answers
But the feeling ain’t the same
It’s not from the heart
It’s not from my pain
Just something really random
I’d be using for space
Truly Music
It’s gotta be truly music
So I’m Keeping connected
With Myself to keep it real
That’s how I gotta do it
Cause if I don’t
It isn’t me
NF is the inspiration
His music’s what I want to be
Real, emotion
A Story, unfolded
A living, so molded
Get lost in, the moment
A craft that’s perfected
No rhymes are expected
A new kind of method
A song with a message
Cause I’m somebody that is so different
I'm an outcast, that’s usually leaving
Cause I’m somebody that is so different
I'm an outcast, that’s usually leaving
I can’t believe, I’m crying
Why Am I, like this
Taking time
To Reap what I sow
It’s all my fault
I like to, overthink
And it ruins everything
Can I fix what I broke
So why am I like this
Why can’t I change
You deserve better
Not me, stuck in my ways
I hate all the questions
Cause I don’t know the answers
I’m fighting depression
But what does it matter
I’m in my head
I gotta get out
I’m screaming again
You’re hearing me shout
I really favor to be on my side
Give me the words and the feeling inside
I’m taking emotion
I’m lacking devotion
I’m searching for happiness
Like it’s a Token
I Can’t find it anywhere
Like it’s been stolen
I'm Making me dizzy
I'm Needing a moment
I’m lost and I think I need saving
At least somebody pray for me
Joy is what I’ve been craving
Nobody is finding a plate for me
Another day feeling alone
Guess I am making it all on my own
Just to be able to live
That is the goal
That is the goal
A glimpse of hope
A spark of life
Something to ignite the light
Another day
Another fight
I’m lucky I am here tonight
I try my best to look complete
Forever happy
On my feet
But honestly I just need
Somebody that will pray for me
So will you pray for me
Will you pray
Will you pray

I can’t believe, I’m crying
Why Am I, like this
Taking time
To Reap what I sow
It’s all my fault
I like to, overthink
And it ruins everything
Can I fix what I broke
So why am I like this
Why can’t I change
You deserve better
Not me, stuck in my ways
I hate all the questions
Cause I don’t know the answers
I’m fighting depression
But what does it matter
I’m pacing back and forth
Because of thinking what to say
I got a couple answers
But the feeling ain’t the same
It’s not from the heart
It’s not from my pain
Just something really random
I’d be using for space
Truly Music
It’s gotta be truly music
So I’m Keeping connected
With Myself to keep it real
That’s how I gotta do it
Cause if I don’t
It isn’t me
NF is the inspiration
His music’s what I want to be
Real, emotion
A Story, unfolded
A living, so molded
Get lost in, the moment
A craft that’s perfected
No rhymes are expected
A new kind of method
A song with a message
Cause I’m somebody that is so different
I'm an outcast, that’s usually leaving
Cause I’m somebody that is so different
I'm an outcast, that’s usually leaving
I can’t believe, I’m crying
Why Am I, like this
Taking time
To Reap what I sow
It’s all my fault
I like to, overthink
And it ruins everything
Can I fix what I broke
So why am I like this
Why can’t I change
You deserve better
Not me, stuck in my ways
I hate all the questions
Cause I don’t know the answers
I’m fighting depression
But what does it matter
I’m in my head
I gotta get out
I’m screaming again
You’re hearing me shout
I really favor to be on my side
Give me the words and the feeling inside
I’m taking emotion
I’m lacking devotion
I’m searching for happiness
Like it’s a Token
I Can’t find it anywhere
Like it’s been stolen
I'm Making me dizzy
I'm Needing a moment
I’m lost and I think I need saving
At least somebody pray for me
Joy is what I’ve been craving
Nobody is finding a plate for me
Another day feeling alone
Guess I am making it all on my own
Just to be able to live
That is the goal
That is the goal
A glimpse of hope
A spark of life
Something to ignite the light
Another day
Another fight
I’m lucky I am here tonight
I try my best to look complete
Forever happy
On my feet
But honestly I just need
Somebody that will pray for me
So will you pray for me
Will you pray
Will you pray