ImJustTy - Understand Lyrics

Can you try to understand
Everything is different in my head
I lie awake for hours on my bed
It's better I don't ask for help instead
Do you understand me
Cause I don't think you do
Always walking past me
Like you never ever knew
I was battling, internally
Just fighting the, insecurities
I don't really wanna turn back time
I just wanna live a better life
Cause I'm on a thin line
I'm spread too thin
And the workplace sucks
I don't make enough just to keep in touch
I'm trying
You don't know that
You don't see it
You don't know me like you think
Get myself out
Of the place I made
I don't watch my feet
When they start to sink
Then there I go
Straight back down
I'd reach for help
But you all got pounds
And when I try
You're not around
So why should I
I like the ground
Swear I like the ground
I was made from it
Can you try to understand
Everything is different in my head
I lie awake for hours on my bed
It's better I don't ask for help instead
How can you understand
When I don't see it myself
My thoughts got me scattered
I'm beaten and battered
The lowest of lows with my overall health
Kinda okay but I'm not alright
Wanna be dead, but I wanna live life
Go all the places that's it's gonna take me
And find me a lady and have us a baby
Or maybe a couple, not time for rebuttal
I'm making the plays with no people to huddle
But I'll never settle for less, cause I need it
Into the journey, I don't stop believing
Don't need you to see that
Yea I'm just gonna be that
You've been watching the clock
But I've been on the grind
Getting every thought off of my mind
It's the way the cope
And it works every time
It works every time
it works every time

Can you try to understand
Everything is different in my head
I lie awake for hours on my bed
It's better I don't ask for help instead
Do you understand me
Cause I don't think you do
Always walking past me
Like you never ever knew
I was battling, internally
Just fighting the, insecurities
I don't really wanna turn back time
I just wanna live a better life
Cause I'm on a thin line
I'm spread too thin
And the workplace sucks
I don't make enough just to keep in touch
I'm trying
You don't know that
You don't see it
You don't know me like you think
Get myself out
Of the place I made
I don't watch my feet
When they start to sink
Then there I go
Straight back down
I'd reach for help
But you all got pounds
And when I try
You're not around
So why should I
I like the ground
Swear I like the ground
I was made from it
Can you try to understand
Everything is different in my head
I lie awake for hours on my bed
It's better I don't ask for help instead
How can you understand
When I don't see it myself
My thoughts got me scattered
I'm beaten and battered
The lowest of lows with my overall health
Kinda okay but I'm not alright
Wanna be dead, but I wanna live life
Go all the places that's it's gonna take me
And find me a lady and have us a baby
Or maybe a couple, not time for rebuttal
I'm making the plays with no people to huddle
But I'll never settle for less, cause I need it
Into the journey, I don't stop believing
Don't need you to see that
Yea I'm just gonna be that
You've been watching the clock
But I've been on the grind
Getting every thought off of my mind
It's the way the cope
And it works every time
It works every time
it works every time