ImJustTy - Tired Lyrics

I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
All the same faces
They never change
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
I just want to leave
This just ain't the place for me
I always get the worst
In a world, just full of evil
I barely trust my family
Like I don’t know these people
We’re family in blood
But not family in heart
At least to me
That’s how it seems
I think we’re tearing us apart
Cause everybody’s talking
Like it’s only with they mama
My uncle’s funeral
On the side, was full of drama
When no one saw a photo
They would gossip on the side
I know what happened, no excuses
I do not really care for lies
You couldn’t realized
We tried to celebrate a life
You couldn’t take a second
To put differences aside
Other than the services
That week was a disaster
Cause I tried to kill some time
And I wish that it had ended faster
I wanted to get away
I needed a release
Then my cousins came along
And then they gave me peace
But I really lost my Hope
To ever be complete
But I am staying In my lane
So You never heard it from me
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
All the same faces
They never change
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
I just want to leave
This just ain't the place for me
Silence is the only thing
That’s keeping me sane
Cause if I spoke a word
It would blow up in my face
So I’m trying to compress
All emotion, all the stress
I’m avoiding conversation
Cause depression likes to tempt
But I can’t take it anymore
I really need a break
I gotta take some time for me
To write out all my pain
So I can live another day
And know that I will be okay
Just to find a piece of my
Peace of mind
Here to stay
It’s like I’m running from a place
That I am never to escape
Traumatic experience
That I'm never to erase
I'm sprinting for my life
But it’s a never-ending race
That’s why I focus on the now
I’d rather take it Day by day
But I’m still fighting, right
I’m still living, right
And you can take my life
But not my faith to fight
I got some fight in me
I got a light in me
I know that I am here
But I am heavenly sent
But I’m still over it
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
All the same faces
They never change
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
I just want to leave
This just ain't the place for me

I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
All the same faces
They never change
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
I just want to leave
This just ain't the place for me
I always get the worst
In a world, just full of evil
I barely trust my family
Like I don’t know these people
We’re family in blood
But not family in heart
At least to me
That’s how it seems
I think we’re tearing us apart
Cause everybody’s talking
Like it’s only with they mama
My uncle’s funeral
On the side, was full of drama
When no one saw a photo
They would gossip on the side
I know what happened, no excuses
I do not really care for lies
You couldn’t realized
We tried to celebrate a life
You couldn’t take a second
To put differences aside
Other than the services
That week was a disaster
Cause I tried to kill some time
And I wish that it had ended faster
I wanted to get away
I needed a release
Then my cousins came along
And then they gave me peace
But I really lost my Hope
To ever be complete
But I am staying In my lane
So You never heard it from me
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
All the same faces
They never change
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
I just want to leave
This just ain't the place for me
Silence is the only thing
That’s keeping me sane
Cause if I spoke a word
It would blow up in my face
So I’m trying to compress
All emotion, all the stress
I’m avoiding conversation
Cause depression likes to tempt
But I can’t take it anymore
I really need a break
I gotta take some time for me
To write out all my pain
So I can live another day
And know that I will be okay
Just to find a piece of my
Peace of mind
Here to stay
It’s like I’m running from a place
That I am never to escape
Traumatic experience
That I'm never to erase
I'm sprinting for my life
But it’s a never-ending race
That’s why I focus on the now
I’d rather take it Day by day
But I’m still fighting, right
I’m still living, right
And you can take my life
But not my faith to fight
I got some fight in me
I got a light in me
I know that I am here
But I am heavenly sent
But I’m still over it
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
All the same faces
They never change
I’m tired of it all
I’m tired of it all
I just want to leave
This just ain't the place for me