ImJustTy - Same As Before Lyrics

Tell me why
I feel the same as before
When no ones around
My demons get loud
Tell me why
I battle myself like its a war
Were fighting again
It never will end
Tell me why I gotta fight for this
Try to reach for something
That I'm feeling at my fingertips
Feel the water rushing
I don't want take a dip
Got me picking pieces of my life
That never seem to fit
Different part to every puzzle
Coloring outta the lines
Not made to be in a box
Forever unique and one of a kind
So if you don't mind
I'm trying to find
The part of my soul that is gone
Cause if I don't find it
There's no way around it
A part of my heart I could never turn on
Again, I'm starting to fall again
I'm falling in
The pit of my depression
With the pressure setting in
Am I alone again
Am I still blending in
Back when I'm on defend
Stuck here inside the pin
Will I get out again
I don't know
Deja Vu, it's like I've been here before
The same situation
Where I'm stuck finding the door
Cause its better than
When I'm laying on the floor
Balling up' and crying
Cause I can't do it no more
Tell me why
I feel the same as before
When no ones around
My demons get loud
Tell me why
I battle myself like its a war
Were fighting again
It never will end
Why is it difficult
To finding the better inside of myself
Think that ill do it
I feel like ill never know
Screw it, its time to go
Why do I feel like I never grow
Patiently waiting for all of the answers
I feel like I'm wasting my life
And it's getting old
Time for a change, and I'm motivated
Inside on myself, I was meditating
Fighting myself, I was aggrivated
I can not take it, I'm feeling the same way as
As everything when I'm loses bases
So why do I chase it
I'm feeling amazing and plus
It's harder to trust so
I'd rather be isolated
Tell me why
I feel the same as before
When no ones around
My demons get loud
Tell me why
I battle myself like its a war
Were fighting again
It never will end
I know that I'm saying it never was easy
But I can not take it back
Walking inside of the darkness
Trying to get my life on the track
My heart is just full of emotion
I swear that I know I can overreact
It's a moment I'm trying to save
That's why I picture my life with a kodak
Wait sir, can you hold that
While I'm waiting for whole pack
While I try to get my mind back
Though I don't know, think I need that
Do you really think it's worth saving
If I get it all, it's amazing
Cause I don't think I can make it
In a world not for the basement alone

Tell me why
I feel the same as before
When no ones around
My demons get loud
Tell me why
I battle myself like its a war
Were fighting again
It never will end
Tell me why I gotta fight for this
Try to reach for something
That I'm feeling at my fingertips
Feel the water rushing
I don't want take a dip
Got me picking pieces of my life
That never seem to fit
Different part to every puzzle
Coloring outta the lines
Not made to be in a box
Forever unique and one of a kind
So if you don't mind
I'm trying to find
The part of my soul that is gone
Cause if I don't find it
There's no way around it
A part of my heart I could never turn on
Again, I'm starting to fall again
I'm falling in
The pit of my depression
With the pressure setting in
Am I alone again
Am I still blending in
Back when I'm on defend
Stuck here inside the pin
Will I get out again
I don't know
Deja Vu, it's like I've been here before
The same situation
Where I'm stuck finding the door
Cause its better than
When I'm laying on the floor
Balling up' and crying
Cause I can't do it no more
Tell me why
I feel the same as before
When no ones around
My demons get loud
Tell me why
I battle myself like its a war
Were fighting again
It never will end
Why is it difficult
To finding the better inside of myself
Think that ill do it
I feel like ill never know
Screw it, its time to go
Why do I feel like I never grow
Patiently waiting for all of the answers
I feel like I'm wasting my life
And it's getting old
Time for a change, and I'm motivated
Inside on myself, I was meditating
Fighting myself, I was aggrivated
I can not take it, I'm feeling the same way as
As everything when I'm loses bases
So why do I chase it
I'm feeling amazing and plus
It's harder to trust so
I'd rather be isolated
Tell me why
I feel the same as before
When no ones around
My demons get loud
Tell me why
I battle myself like its a war
Were fighting again
It never will end
I know that I'm saying it never was easy
But I can not take it back
Walking inside of the darkness
Trying to get my life on the track
My heart is just full of emotion
I swear that I know I can overreact
It's a moment I'm trying to save
That's why I picture my life with a kodak
Wait sir, can you hold that
While I'm waiting for whole pack
While I try to get my mind back
Though I don't know, think I need that
Do you really think it's worth saving
If I get it all, it's amazing
Cause I don't think I can make it
In a world not for the basement alone