ImJustTy - Apathetic Lyrics

Sad life
This being I have is pathetic
I am not needing the people around me
To empathize, and say they get it
No, I want no one talk about it
When I can just put it in song
The days that im feeling
I'm not like myself
I'll live in the darkness
But not stay for long
They won't get a hold of me
Happened before I knew they were the enemy
They want control of me
More than my demons
The folks are surrounding me
I do not wanna breathe
I do not wanna live up
Inside of a life
When the try to be good
Isn't good enough
I do not make the cut
Cause no one is choosing me
I couldn't make it up
Feel like im getting stuck
Needing a moment of silence
Cause anyone hear me
Cause I have been screaming it out
Fighting my battles alone
This is my business
You need to get out
That's why imma lie
And put on a mask
Not putting a burden
On all of my friends
The weight on my shoulders is heavy
But you'll never know it
You won't see the crack
Can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright
Now can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright
A crappy magician
I'm messing the trick up
I try to be good just to balance it
Abracadabra
I'm still feeling trapped
Even though im escaping
Its not even locked up
Is it an illusion
It's blocking my vision
It don't even matter
Never see through it
Another analogy
Nobody's proud of me
Not in a good life
Hoping im boutta be
Keeping my focus
On something to let it out
Speak to myself
And I think I can hear me now
Voices are lower
I think im getting loud
Finally hearing the person inside of me
Telling me, know that ill be alright
Work to get better to free your night
Try to be something, and be the kind
The kind of person that we need in life
Can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright
Now can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright

Sad life
This being I have is pathetic
I am not needing the people around me
To empathize, and say they get it
No, I want no one talk about it
When I can just put it in song
The days that im feeling
I'm not like myself
I'll live in the darkness
But not stay for long
They won't get a hold of me
Happened before I knew they were the enemy
They want control of me
More than my demons
The folks are surrounding me
I do not wanna breathe
I do not wanna live up
Inside of a life
When the try to be good
Isn't good enough
I do not make the cut
Cause no one is choosing me
I couldn't make it up
Feel like im getting stuck
Needing a moment of silence
Cause anyone hear me
Cause I have been screaming it out
Fighting my battles alone
This is my business
You need to get out
That's why imma lie
And put on a mask
Not putting a burden
On all of my friends
The weight on my shoulders is heavy
But you'll never know it
You won't see the crack
Can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright
Now can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright
A crappy magician
I'm messing the trick up
I try to be good just to balance it
Abracadabra
I'm still feeling trapped
Even though im escaping
Its not even locked up
Is it an illusion
It's blocking my vision
It don't even matter
Never see through it
Another analogy
Nobody's proud of me
Not in a good life
Hoping im boutta be
Keeping my focus
On something to let it out
Speak to myself
And I think I can hear me now
Voices are lower
I think im getting loud
Finally hearing the person inside of me
Telling me, know that ill be alright
Work to get better to free your night
Try to be something, and be the kind
The kind of person that we need in life
Can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright
Now can you see it
I only need this
When im fighting for my life
Write it out till im alright