Ilish - Stay Up Lyrics

Please don't ever beat around the bush
Tell it how it is no matter what
Reaction you will get when I respond
Wasting time chit chatting idle talk
Is so wack to me
Time is so precious
Share my confessions
Hide what I'm feeling
Brutally honest
You think I'm wilding
If You don't wanna hear it
Please stop asking
Don't mind sharing
My opinion if you want it
I ain't with the taunting
Or the flexing on a youngin'
I was so reckless acting up like Mclovin
Now I got stocks in a 401k
Bands so my kids will be A ok

I was down
Down for so long
I was in the wrong head space
Got me looking up
Up Became my only way of escaping

When nothings going right
Or not making any sense
I just stay up with my head up
No arrogance just confidence
Real deep from the inner me
Can't lose sight with no disbelief
Been up and down but got 3 in me
That's why I rock adidas
27 winters still I cannot trust a Judas
Trigger hungry life
Always shooting different bullets
The only thing I'm pulling
Is my people to the promise land
Ill young prophet keep my soul in God hands yea

I was down
Down for so long
I was in the wrong head space
Got me looking up
Up Became my only way of escaping

Doubts in my core
Like I'm DMX
Shouting fighting with the Lord
If I jump will I sore
Man I've been feeling stressed
Stuck complaining wanting more
Affirmation from your spirit
I need help controlling feelings
Growing up man I was dealing
With depression needed healing
I need you man I been tripping
Need to hand out more forgiveness
Wanna leave this all behind me
Help me leave it say good riddance yeah

I was down
Down for so long
I was in the wrong head space
Got me looking up
Up Became my only way of escaping