idle tears - in my head Lyrics

But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust
Break me down until I love
Tear my pieces apart
She's the same so why I trust
Everything oh my god?
I'm drifting out of touch
With all these parts of me
I wish I'd give it up
So then I'd let u breathe
Somewhere I'll find a home
But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust
Why my life go wrong I'm a mess
I been falling so I'll roll another spliff yeah
She only love me for my iced out wrist
I try and I try but I miss her
Why'd I figure out how to go back?
I was alone and nothing even mattered
In my room all the walls go black
All alone and nothing even mattered
Somewhere I'll find a home
But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust
But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
But I said I'm sorry, so why'd you let me fall?

But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust
Break me down until I love
Tear my pieces apart
She's the same so why I trust
Everything oh my god?
I'm drifting out of touch
With all these parts of me
I wish I'd give it up
So then I'd let u breathe
Somewhere I'll find a home
But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust
Why my life go wrong I'm a mess
I been falling so I'll roll another spliff yeah
She only love me for my iced out wrist
I try and I try but I miss her
Why'd I figure out how to go back?
I was alone and nothing even mattered
In my room all the walls go black
All alone and nothing even mattered
Somewhere I'll find a home
But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust
But in my head I pretend I'm alright
And every time that you said I would fly
And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough
But I said I'm sorry, so why'd you let me fall?