Ian Kenville, Diomer - Dreams Lyrics

They say that life is a game
They say your never gon' play
They say your fake
They say your sin is so great
They say you'll never create
Never gon' make

Pride is my weakness, I ain't ever scared to talk about my feelings
Loneliness is my weakness, I'm just lost inside my feelings
Like my girl left back in June and I still ain't got a clue
Why you did that, tell me girl why you did that
I was gonna wife you up but you split fast
3 Days later got ya new man and I hate that
And I really hate you
You texted me the other day and I ain't got a clue
What to text back- sad to say that I text back
Lord knows that I shouldn't text back
Take it back to the day one
Wish I️ didn't say some, cause you always play some
Pass it back shouldn't date em
Boys said I shouldn't date ya, gotta reputation
Insecurity is this
You prayin on Sunday and curse with ya friends
You say that you cleanest but you just consist
Of An addict who wants to just go and fit in
Yo- I ain't cop that
Cuss em all out said im gonna text back
I roll up into my room said I smacked that
I got hella high fives but I lost all respect
Now I'm on the back end, I'm repenting for that
My heart split up 5 ways I can't sleep on that
I'm crying for my feelings I can't take it back
Cause the sin you commit won't just stay in the past
Mama said little boy go keep it in your pants
Don't play lil kid or I'll slap you in the head
But now my mama crying cause she read all of my texts
And I'm feeling hella guilty cause I see the pain from that
I'm just tryna get my faith straight, tryna get it back
I'm praying up on Sundays and I'm feelin like the man
I'm cheating back on Mondays cussin up with my friends
And my double standards got me feelin like I'm fittin in
And I smoke when I'm stressed
2 packs a week, just sit back and relax
I try to make plans, I can't get out of bed
Caught up in the fear that I messed up the plan
If forgiveness is bliss, than I'm still ignorant
Like what if the girl I was supposed to be with i turned down for the chance just to be with my ex?

They try to tell me that I gotta do it their way
Go to school and graduate and get a new bae
Dream big but if you don't get a degree
You'll end up as a nobody slaving to eat
Full time student with a full time drive
I tell people that and they give me probs
But we know people who went through so much
Just to get it done and still ain't got no job
Much love to them but I can't do it
The lord gifted me with a passion for music
I was 17 when he told me about it
5 years later now I'm ready to use it
I thought I had a plan that would have been worth
All the work I'm doin but inside I'm hurt
It sounds good to y'all but I must admit
How I wanna serve the lord, and this ain't it
God only gave me one life to live
And I refuse to be a slave in it
And I don't care if people think I quit
Cause I follow God like a true misfit
And I don't want to go to hell tonight
I'm tempted to give up but Ima fight
Depression's on me but I'm gonna shine
Because I put my faith in Jesus Christ

(They say that life is a game)