Ian Kelly - Understanding Lyrics

Tired of mesmerized smiles you kept from me
Your enemy
Mirror, you sometime are my only company
My terror

Sleeping on a couch, springs are pocking ouch
I am not a patient man
Rocking on a chair, my soul demanding air
A trip to the country and while I'm there
Understand, what you want from me, I can't give you

They are fat sounds coming out of my head
But I can't seem to understand what they mean
And louder voices talking I don't know they said
It seems a man would leave this place

People, try to understand, into the head of the man his hand is full of sand
Dreaming, he's left his misery, has money for a land, buys only the best brands
People, try to understand, into the head of the man his hand is full of sand
Dreaming, he's left his misery, has money for a land, buys only the best brands

Sleeping on a couch, springs are pocking ouch
I am not a patient man
Rocking on a chair, my soul demanding air
A trip to the country and while I'm there
Understand, what you want from me, I can't give you

Why we cannot stand the better things
We'd be on the top collectively
The greater things are there for me
See, I'm only shining in their shade