iamjakehill - the story ends Lyrics

So I don't really want it
You can save your sorries
Certified fuck up

It's lookin' like I fell back down, I'm gettin' a little weaker
Damn, it really wears me out
I don't wanna hold my head, your voice a dead speaker
It only seems to slow me down

So I don't really want it, you can save your sorry
Certified fuck up, drownin' in a lobby
Every time you call me, tryin' my best to be honest
Truth is, I don't ever feel wanted
Tear me down some more
I'm barely breathin', I've been bleedin' out
I'm down on the floor again
So long the cold in my bones
It's froze me too long, the story ends now

Low I go, really holdin' me back
Detrimental, I know, just a little relapse
What's the issue?
Ruin any dream and everything that I commit to
I don't mean to vent, I'm really losin' my patience
Hate this, I don't wanna waste these chances
Faces, way too many places
I can only hope I can make it on my own
I don't need your wary tone
In my head, I'm petty

I don't really want it, you can save your sorry
Certified fuck up, drownin' in a lobby
Every time you call me, tryin' my best to be honest
Truth is, I don't ever feel wanted
Tear me down some more
I'm barely breathin', I've been bleedin' out
I'm down on the floor again
So long the cold in my bones
It's froze me too long, the story ends now

I don't really want it
You can save your sorries
Certified fuck up