THE CRACKS IN MY HEART
Lyrics
You exactly everything I thought
Yeah, everything I fought for, you just wanna break it off
I been sippin shots of brandy in the dark
You exactly like my momma but just closer than she was
Yeah, you could’ve had it all, don’t play me none
I’m a narcissist, an only fucking son
But don’t think that I ain’t self-centered enough
I just wanna hide a smile with a fucking pay stub, look
Lemme tell you how I feel on some real shit
I ain’t never fucking with no bitch that make me bleed again
No longer catching me capping when I have to drop them
If their hoes already want it, fuck it, I won’t have friends
And my mind been feeling open in the silence, I don’t need no therapist
I just got a lot to say, hate that I been interrupted
But when the spotlight comes on, I just lose it in the moment
And fall into the abyss of abandonment
The cracks in my heart feel so
So far apart, I
I wanna love but
She do what my momma does, and
And my heart feels so
Feels so far apart
I wanna love but
I ain’t good enough
Ain’t no sparks until we pack in all the tree
And I don’t give a fuck, we doing woods or swisher sweets
I just need that time away I never get to feel free
I’m just drifting thru my life as days go by but fuck the pity
I can recognize the envy when they aim that statement towards me
Attacking my identity cause they thought they really knew me
But it be like what it be like because it ain’t never sweet
And I wonder what it be like when I find my enemies
But it’s too late to pick that, they ain’t on my pedigree
I’m too high, when I look down, I feel like I can’t breathe
I’m so low, I been dolo, pour that solo cup for me
Only lord knows where I might go, where this rodeo will take me
I just know I’m so fly and I want that shit
But I ain’t even ready for relationships
'Till I can live up to my own expectations
'Cause no matter fucking what, I got unconditional hatred for myself
The cracks in my heart feel so
So far apart, I
I wanna love but
She do what my momma does, and
And my heart feels so
Feels so far apart
I wanna love but
I ain’t good enough
You exactly everything I thought
Yeah, everything I fought for, you just wanna break it off
I been sippin shots of brandy in the dark
You exactly like my momma but just closer than she was
Yeah, you could’ve had it all, don’t play me none
I’m a narcissist, an only fucking son
But don’t think that I ain’t self-centered enough
I just wanna hide a smile with a fucking pay stub, look
Lemme tell you how I feel on some real shit
I ain’t never fucking with no bitch that make me bleed again
No longer catching me capping when I have to drop them
If their hoes already want it, fuck it, I won’t have friends
And my mind been feeling open in the silence, I don’t need no therapist
I just got a lot to say, hate that I been interrupted
But when the spotlight comes on, I just lose it in the moment
And fall into the abyss of abandonment
The cracks in my heart feel so
So far apart, I
I wanna love but
She do what my momma does, and
And my heart feels so
Feels so far apart
I wanna love but
I ain’t good enough
Ain’t no sparks until we pack in all the tree
And I don’t give a fuck, we doing woods or swisher sweets
I just need that time away I never get to feel free
I’m just drifting thru my life as days go by but fuck the pity
I can recognize the envy when they aim that statement towards me
Attacking my identity cause they thought they really knew me
But it be like what it be like because it ain’t never sweet
And I wonder what it be like when I find my enemies
But it’s too late to pick that, they ain’t on my pedigree
I’m too high, when I look down, I feel like I can’t breathe
I’m so low, I been dolo, pour that solo cup for me
Only lord knows where I might go, where this rodeo will take me
I just know I’m so fly and I want that shit
But I ain’t even ready for relationships
'Till I can live up to my own expectations
'Cause no matter fucking what, I got unconditional hatred for myself
The cracks in my heart feel so
So far apart, I
I wanna love but
She do what my momma does, and
And my heart feels so
Feels so far apart
I wanna love but
I ain’t good enough
Writer(s): Hunter San Agustin
Copyright(s): Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
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