Horcrux - Heavy Hearted Lyrics

Memories, pretending nothing hurts
Spend your remaining days trying to avert
It's the same shit over and over
My burden to carry and to seek out closure

I've never felt so alone
I just need time to do this on my own
My heart's not in it anymore
All of my days are blending
And I've lost all meaning
I've disguised all of my true feelings

This cloud, so resentful, has yet to dispel
I can't let go, I can't say farewell

I've burned every bridge I've crossed
I paid my deed but at what cost

I don't need help to get back on my feet
Just leave me here to rot, deadbeat

I've never felt so alone
I just need time to do this on my own
My heart's not in it anymore
All of my days are blending
And I've lost all meaning
I've disguised all of my true feelings

I'm headed straight to the grave if I can't find a better way
So I guess I'll just light the fucking match and walk away

From the ashes I'll rise and conquer
Turning my back on a world void of wonder
Locked and loaded my time will come
For me to rise and see what I've become

Make me understand understand this burden I carry
I'm so sick of living in this anomaly
All my bridges are burning
Make me understand this burden I carry