Hi-Polar, Racoon - Maybe Ghost Lyrics

I'm in a hopeless crisis
As I write this music
I'm blacking out, what happened ?

I'm spinning down, can't breathe
Losing feeling, can't sleep
I can't eat, I can barely speak
Emotional pain and now I have many bleeds

I was changing, do I deserve this ?
I covered their bills, now I have ills
Painkillers also can't kill
Feeling numb, losing will
Painkillers also can't kill
Feeling numb, losing will

Thank you everyone for all your support
I love you all, I don't know who I'll miss the most
I am a man but now I maybe ghost
Don't be sad I died, cherish my life, raise a toast

If I somehow make it, I'll be too scared to sleep
My demons are laughing
At my pain while the devil steeps
He creeps turn up the degrees
I don't have pride I just don't want you to see me becoming a memory
Please forgive me, I have to apologise to many
Becoming a memory, please forgive me
I have to apologise to many

Thank you everyone for all your support
I love you all I don't know who I'll miss the most
I am a man but now I maybe ghost
Don't be sad I died, cherish my life, raise a toast