Hectic Panda - Scared I'm Always Dying Lyrics

I lay awake every night just starting up at the ceiling
And I wish that I could tell you once again
How I'm truly feeling
But you're no longer here for me
And you no longer care for me
So now the deamons in my sleep
Take control of me
I wish I could break free
Of this vicious cycle
But I'm hurting deeply
I just wish you'd still need me

I don't wanna have thoughts about dying
But if I said I don't then I'd be lying
Laying in my bed I can't stop crying
I'm just scared I'm always dying