Hectic Panda - Insecure Lyrics

I'm so insecure with all of my body
Wish I could just stop and talk to nobody
I'd go to the gym but I'd just be so fucking lonely
I write songs as my voice to make work my true hoby
I'm not okay and I never was
Comes from the inside
Say I'm not good enough
I've been in this position way too many times before
And I'll always go back like I never left
I'm trying to build my strength mentally but if I'm honest
I just feel more alone all boxed up in my room
Scrolling down live half my life through my phone
Sometimes I stop and wonder why I'm so prone
To rehearsing the end of my life lines
But I realise now's not the time
I should just grab the mic and sing for my life but

You see I might look like I'm doing fine
But truly I'm burning up inside
If I open up all that you will find
I'm a little insecure about everything

Don't wanna be ritcher
Don't wanna be famous
Don't wanna win awards
Don't wanna be know as the greatest
I just want people to listen
Put my tracks on for a spin
Be jumping in the crowds
While im singing out loud
But then I get neverous
Overthink, do I deserve this
Maybe I do, maybe I don't
My insecurities won't quit
But that's just life
Twenty years deep
Only more pressure as I go further in
So now I rise up and win
Be the super to the nova
And explode on the scene
Fast forward millions of years
And I still got people listening

You see I might look like I'm doing fine
But truly I'm burning up inside
If I open up all that you will find
I'm a little insecure about everything
You see I might look like I'm doing fine
But truly I'm burning up inside
If I open up all that you will find
I'm a little insecure about everything