heartstopmiami - it happened again Lyrics

I've been getting so mad at the wrong things
Built up chaos got his shit and fucking left me
Now I'm single mother stressing out like crazy
And I got to feed my baby

I don't sleep enough for this
I'm way too fucking weak for more of this
It's like I'm waking with thieves that take the piss
By robbing me of all my stableness

In fucking fact, I yelled at two sweet girls
Because they talked too loud
You should have seen their faces
It looked like their dogs got put down

And I felt so bad
But I didn't apologize
I just rolled my eyes

And in fucking fact
Last week I lost my shit
All cause my friend said, "Shut up"
Thus, I cussed, called him a prick
I ruined an entire friend group cause of it

And I felt so bad
But I didn't apologize
I just rolled my eyes

At this rate
I'll be a monster before Halloween day
Just give me two days
And I'll make shit look like the rapture

I just screamed at a friend through text
Then I poured gas to burn the bridge faster
There's not a king of self destruction
I can't wait to become the master

The thing I feed is kicking me inside
And all I got to do is keep giving it water, so it dies
And I can't remember the last time that I blinked these eyes
I'll punch a guy in the mirror, and he turns to 5

Versions of me

You don't know how it feels
To tell my friends that I had a bad day
Almost every single day

Most of them don't ask anymore
They just assume that I'm not okay
They don't even stick around anymore
It's the end of the world for me

Oh, when the saints!
Oh, when the saints!
Oh, when the saints come marching in (for me)
Oh, you will feel like such an asshole (for me)
For doubting everyday (for me, it's the end of the world for me)

Oh, when the saints!
Oh, when the saints!
Oh, when the saints come marching in (for me)
Oh, you will feel like such an asshole (for me)
And they'll laugh when they sail away (for me)