Happiest Kid in the World - Cursed Lyrics

This week wasn't the worst, I've been defeated in worse ways
Mind on my purpose, but my feet in the dirt
Tryna walk the sunny surface, til they bleed and they hurt i guess
To deal with the stress, i had to weaken it first
Girls think that I'm the best until they peak at my curse
World will truly give me credit when i'm sleep in a hearse
Since a youngin thought of death as simply leaving the earth and vice versa
But the pain makes it seem so much more
Some stuck cheating the game, looking weak and absurd
But in my brain, showing feelings help you seek the reward
I'm only saying we don't need the decor
Thought this'd be gradual, adulthood's looking deep at the shore
But it don't matter, growing up just means more teeth on the floor
Disregard cavities the past of me has sweets i deserve
I hope mom sees that i try to not have peace tossed aside but i can read all their lies
I know i'm always telling truth, it's just an easier life
See, some ain't used to it, assuming i'mma treat em like society

I been wrestling with depression and it's beating my sobriety
At least i know i never need a high inside of me to meet up with the light
Not like i can try to see it when i die, and that's a fact carried beside of me
Sometimes i give a bleak vibe, i tell you please don't hide from me
Kept a select few beside, guess i'm not leaving quietly

Sometimes i give a bleak vibe, i tell you please don't hide from me
Kept a select few beside, guess i'm not leaving quietly

What if this just how it goes now?
These niggas overproud, can't cohere my holy powers
I try to hold it down, improvised like Ryan Stiles
My past is really trash, so i had to throw it out

I'm the only lad who pumps my gas since i got older
Haters shit on everything i have, i'll just hold my mouth
In love with art, no cap, I'm a pop culture child
Golden flower blossoming at the top of a snowy mountain