GVRXT, Thrilliam - Love, Garet Lyrics

I've been doing this shit since I was 13
Only been a year, but it's feeling like at least three
Every time it goes by, I'm feeling more free
Then I get reminded, I can't even have a key
Can't even drive myself, cause I'm not 16
But once I'm 18, I'm gon' slide in the streets
No seat belt, I don't care if it's risky
If I didn't have this shit, I'd be chugging whiskey
You know that I put all of my feeling in my music
And I just want to make it, show my mama I can do it
And I just want to show what I can be, I need to prove it
Because I've been at this shit for 5 damn years, and I ain't through with it, like
I don't think I want the fame
I just want a little love
Like, maybe just a little recognition for everything that I've done
And I'm just gon' be real with y'all, I ain't even having no fun
And everybody say life hard, so you know that I'm bringing my gun
And you know that I'm on the run
From everything in my heart
Like, every thought in my head is tearing me apart
But fuck it, I feel so numb
Got battle scars on my parts, I swear I get too fucked up
And I don't even know where to start, so I'm falling apart
You know that I put all of my feeling in my music
And I just want to make it, show my mama I can do it
And I just want to show what I can be, I need to prove it
Because I've been at this shit for 5 damn years, and I ain't through with it, like
I ain't religious, so Im swearing on god,
Im gon' make myself a big rockstar
But nobody like me, so maybe tomorrow
It'll take time, but, I'll stick with squad
Look in the mirror, I don't like my jaw
I swear I don't like anything that I saw, I wonder how long can life and shit draw
Feels like I hit 22 with a flaw
No matter long I'm here, I still got some love in my heart
Reserve it for only a few, they know what I'm 'bout to do
Can't hold it in for that long, if they be just going along
They gon' hate it when hearing my songs, got none for myself, cause all of 'em wrong
I feel like I can't make mistakes, cause I made 'em and had to face
All this shit that came and changed, I'm still looking at empty space
I know I fucked up multiple times, hiding behind this mask of rhymes
Riddled with smell of old and dimes, I want to smoke and then follow the lies
Dear, Mama, I'm sorry for everything that I've done
And I know my sister look up to me, so I need to change how I run
And dear, Dad, I hope you're proud of me and I'll love you both 'till I'm gone
And to my brother, hope you're hearing this, I swear it's been too long
You know that I put all of my feeling in my music
And I just want to make it, show my mama I can do it
And I just want to show what I can be, I need to prove it
Because I've been at this shit for 5 damn years, and I ain't through with it

I've been doing this shit since I was 13
Only been a year, but it's feeling like at least three
Every time it goes by, I'm feeling more free
Then I get reminded, I can't even have a key
Can't even drive myself, cause I'm not 16
But once I'm 18, I'm gon' slide in the streets
No seat belt, I don't care if it's risky
If I didn't have this shit, I'd be chugging whiskey
You know that I put all of my feeling in my music
And I just want to make it, show my mama I can do it
And I just want to show what I can be, I need to prove it
Because I've been at this shit for 5 damn years, and I ain't through with it, like
I don't think I want the fame
I just want a little love
Like, maybe just a little recognition for everything that I've done
And I'm just gon' be real with y'all, I ain't even having no fun
And everybody say life hard, so you know that I'm bringing my gun
And you know that I'm on the run
From everything in my heart
Like, every thought in my head is tearing me apart
But fuck it, I feel so numb
Got battle scars on my parts, I swear I get too fucked up
And I don't even know where to start, so I'm falling apart
You know that I put all of my feeling in my music
And I just want to make it, show my mama I can do it
And I just want to show what I can be, I need to prove it
Because I've been at this shit for 5 damn years, and I ain't through with it, like
I ain't religious, so Im swearing on god,
Im gon' make myself a big rockstar
But nobody like me, so maybe tomorrow
It'll take time, but, I'll stick with squad
Look in the mirror, I don't like my jaw
I swear I don't like anything that I saw, I wonder how long can life and shit draw
Feels like I hit 22 with a flaw
No matter long I'm here, I still got some love in my heart
Reserve it for only a few, they know what I'm 'bout to do
Can't hold it in for that long, if they be just going along
They gon' hate it when hearing my songs, got none for myself, cause all of 'em wrong
I feel like I can't make mistakes, cause I made 'em and had to face
All this shit that came and changed, I'm still looking at empty space
I know I fucked up multiple times, hiding behind this mask of rhymes
Riddled with smell of old and dimes, I want to smoke and then follow the lies
Dear, Mama, I'm sorry for everything that I've done
And I know my sister look up to me, so I need to change how I run
And dear, Dad, I hope you're proud of me and I'll love you both 'till I'm gone
And to my brother, hope you're hearing this, I swear it's been too long
You know that I put all of my feeling in my music
And I just want to make it, show my mama I can do it
And I just want to show what I can be, I need to prove it
Because I've been at this shit for 5 damn years, and I ain't through with it