Gun Boi Kaz, G.I.N. - Numb, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Yeah, uh
Straight from the heart
Still feel alone in this void filled with blackness
Wanna hang with homies but nobody called me back yet
Way too scared to face my fears, I'm scared of getting laughed at
Someone tell me why I gotta suffer through the backstabs
Music to my ears when I'm crying in the back, yeah
Wrists are turning red and white, I wish I didn't slash that
Suicidal tendencies be giving me the flashbacks
I ain't wanna die but it's been comforting to have that
And I'm sincerely sorry you can't understand the pain
Got depression in mind, in my soul, and my veins
Anxiety been quietly attacking at my brain
Wish I had a fucking rope around my neck and not a chain
Maybe that was too intense, but don't you think I need a rest
When snakes are lurking in the grass, the voices itching like a rash
I always wanna be alright, what's the point of taking flight
When down below is warm and nice
The voices eat away at me just like a fucking parasite
I am too numb for this world full of feeling
Sorry but I just don't find it appealing
'Cause love is a dagger that stabs with no healing
While hate is the bandage that fixes the bleeding
Don't wanna sleep tight
She wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
Don't wanna sleep tight
She wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
I'm too numb for this world full of feeling
Sorry but I just don't find it appealing
I poured enough, I drank too much
I trust too much, I'm fucking up
This fucking love, I hate my guts
I hate my mind, 'cause half the time I find
Bringing up shit I left behind
How the fuck it's coming back if it's left behind
Now ask me one more time to express my mind
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
Fill my mind with Hennessy, see who you pretend to be
After every drive we took poured liquor, wash my memory
Fill my mind with Hennessy, see who you pretend to be
After every drive we took poured liquor, wash my memory

Yeah, uh
Straight from the heart
Still feel alone in this void filled with blackness
Wanna hang with homies but nobody called me back yet
Way too scared to face my fears, I'm scared of getting laughed at
Someone tell me why I gotta suffer through the backstabs
Music to my ears when I'm crying in the back, yeah
Wrists are turning red and white, I wish I didn't slash that
Suicidal tendencies be giving me the flashbacks
I ain't wanna die but it's been comforting to have that
And I'm sincerely sorry you can't understand the pain
Got depression in mind, in my soul, and my veins
Anxiety been quietly attacking at my brain
Wish I had a fucking rope around my neck and not a chain
Maybe that was too intense, but don't you think I need a rest
When snakes are lurking in the grass, the voices itching like a rash
I always wanna be alright, what's the point of taking flight
When down below is warm and nice
The voices eat away at me just like a fucking parasite
I am too numb for this world full of feeling
Sorry but I just don't find it appealing
'Cause love is a dagger that stabs with no healing
While hate is the bandage that fixes the bleeding
Don't wanna sleep tight
She wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
Don't wanna sleep tight
She wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
I'm too numb for this world full of feeling
Sorry but I just don't find it appealing
I poured enough, I drank too much
I trust too much, I'm fucking up
This fucking love, I hate my guts
I hate my mind, 'cause half the time I find
Bringing up shit I left behind
How the fuck it's coming back if it's left behind
Now ask me one more time to express my mind
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
I don't need trust 'cause that shit too much
And I don't need love 'cause that shit the same stuff
Fill my mind with Hennessy, see who you pretend to be
After every drive we took poured liquor, wash my memory
Fill my mind with Hennessy, see who you pretend to be
After every drive we took poured liquor, wash my memory