Gun Boi Kaz - Flores Lyrics

I'm in pain, guess I really been going insane
Feelin time is running out for all these tears that fall from my face
And i feel like my souls been drained
I been hurting every which way
And honestly I'd rather leave this life than feel this pain
So let me spit real, on the real I been really praying on my knees
Praying to God if he really exists that he stops me from feeling so weak
And this life that I live, I cant live it no more and I swear you will not get to me
No matter the stabs that you put in my back I will stay ten toes on my feet
Yeah, this kid I knew was a friend of mine
Made me laugh when we spent some time
Told me one day that he wanted to die but I just never thought much, right
He took the pills and I really wish I took that shit for real
Damn you're gone, man fuck this song
I could never explain how I feel
You were the one who understood
When I hid my frown behind a hood
And I told you one day that I'm feeling good
But you knew deep down that I wasn't good
So this is for him, Yuchen I hope that you're hearing this
You were my homie, my closest friend
And I don't really think that you understand
What you did to me, did to us
Was suicide meant for you to trust
I could've prevented you, could've just texted you
Made you feel loved when no one was telling you, uh
Remember the shit we used to do
Now you're just gone, I can't live with myself
I'll never get that shit back
Now you're just gone, I can't live with myself
Fuck
Pain, I been feeling pain just to hold on
And I been insane, I'm so numb

I'm in pain, guess I really been going insane
Feelin time is running out for all these tears that fall from my face
And i feel like my souls been drained
I been hurting every which way
And honestly I'd rather leave this life than feel this pain
So let me spit real, on the real I been really praying on my knees
Praying to God if he really exists that he stops me from feeling so weak
And this life that I live, I cant live it no more and I swear you will not get to me
No matter the stabs that you put in my back I will stay ten toes on my feet
Yeah, this kid I knew was a friend of mine
Made me laugh when we spent some time
Told me one day that he wanted to die but I just never thought much, right
He took the pills and I really wish I took that shit for real
Damn you're gone, man fuck this song
I could never explain how I feel
You were the one who understood
When I hid my frown behind a hood
And I told you one day that I'm feeling good
But you knew deep down that I wasn't good
So this is for him, Yuchen I hope that you're hearing this
You were my homie, my closest friend
And I don't really think that you understand
What you did to me, did to us
Was suicide meant for you to trust
I could've prevented you, could've just texted you
Made you feel loved when no one was telling you, uh
Remember the shit we used to do
Now you're just gone, I can't live with myself
I'll never get that shit back
Now you're just gone, I can't live with myself
Fuck
Pain, I been feeling pain just to hold on
And I been insane, I'm so numb