GuessMuzik, Triip - Emotionless Lyrics

They say these thoughts will kill ya
So after a while you just look around and crack a smile
Cause It all starts to look familiar
I've become emotionless
Every time I focus on something or someone new they always show me what a joke it is
Something's off I just seem to notice it
Always give the benefit of doubt but trust me I already know this shit
Ends in a bad way I don't really have say
Damn it's getting mad late
I guess it's been a bad day
But why should I be one to squander opportunity
The more of me I give to y'all I'm watching as it ruins me
I kinda died inside watching what It do to me
So even tho I'm not surprised acting like it's new to me
Maybe It's pride or I've got no one to confide in
Stand behind this mic on all these nights and I just dive in
Maybe you right maybe this is just where I vent
And tho you're not where I am why should I deprive them
In different phases all these different places
Fucking the same girl who got all these different faces
How else can I say this don't know if it's true
But you'll probably end up just another Ghost that's in this room
Thought that I was Good Enough guess it wasn't you
Y'all only hear the music but not all that I been thru
Cause nothing really ever stay
Everything just fades away
Hate that I just can't escape
Wish to take the pain away

Truly anointed and sanctified to positions appointed
Echelon really upper ain't no loud I blow boisterous
Ex wanted perfection to spend my pennies shit pointless
Now she flex a bill she nowhere near double jointed
I know tried to bend that ass every which a way
Swear the sex stagnant but your feelings you just won't convey
Connect 4 a lil bit but I notice all the different games
Now you ain't fuckin wit a nigga like you Jenna Jae
Mison, fell in love with the Whiskey
Tell jokes to make them laugh with the hope they'll forgive me
Strung along by my guilt severed ties Kuz they risky
Sometime the tie die like the shirt of a hippy
Hate won't give em strength to they strategy
When I give a lil effort they receive a masterpiece
Abused from 6-12 trauma did me dastardly
So if I'm ever closed off then it's just a bastard thing
Nobody really love me hatred takin me farther
Krazy how people love me till the mission is all done
Almost did 20 years for those I label as wrong ones
I was just the pawn to cause hurt to my father
Grudges run they course guess they on a marathon
Pops passed his ways B exchanging the baton
Racing for the finish line torch set the alarm
Bitter from my own defeat but it made me strong