GuessMuzik - Candles Lyrics

It's just another day it's just another year
And honestly sometimes I'm just surprised that I'm still fucking here
So pour another beer and start to give up all your fear
The sun was gone for so long I really thought it disappeared
But There's just no one here, it's me and these thoughts alone
I ain't really slept for days so I ain't picking up the phone
Wanted to be left alone, Swear there's always something wrong
Try to keep to holding on but I'm tired of always being strong
But I suppose I never planned just how this goes
Now It's crowed at these shows, and always surrounded by these hoes
And all these different folks, that now turn to different foes
I just treat em all like Cody we traveling different Rhodes
I'm tired of these ghosts and all these thoughts that keep on haunting me
Honestly it feels like the soul is just kinda gone in me
You learn to live the pain and dealing with all the hurt
You can't stop the waves but trust me you can always learn to surf

I feel like I've been dealt the worst of it
So if you see me happy please just know that I deserve the shit
No matter what depression starts resurfacing
And every time it does It feels like I'm a different person then
I feel like I've been dealt the worst of it
So if you see me happy please just know that I deserve the shit
No matter what depression starts resurfacing
And every time it does It feels like I'm a different person then
So what's the purpose then, I wish that I knew
Instead of blowing out these candles for a wish that might never come true

It's just another day it's just another year
I wasn't myself for so long and trust me nobody cared
Cause ya'll ignored all the times I was crying out for help
When god wouldn't answer my call, I did this all by myself
Times that I'm in doubt, See at times it's kinda wild
How much I relate to Joker cause I hide behind a smile
And it's kinda been a while since I knew that I had someone by my side that I could trust
So I'd kinda like to discuss, how much
I've grown to hate it and really grown frustrated
With the way that, everything I say is always
kinda taken
Out of context, Gotta unpack the content
Of every single project but I'm sick and tired of dealing with this nonsense
Thinking bout the future, but certainly with all of this uncertainty
Now I'm just thinking how I might lose her
With all these 1000 Faces choosing one is kind difficult
Heard what you was saying but I guess I should've listened Joe
So next time beauty's headed towards me, I plan to dodge
Until I see it's not just being used as a camouflage

I feel like I've been dealt the worst of it
So if you see me happy please just know that I deserve the shit
No matter what depression starts resurfacing
And every time it does It feels like I'm a different person then
I feel like I've been dealt the worst of it
So if you see me happy please just know that I deserve the shit
No matter what depression starts resurfacing
And every time it does It feels like I'm a different person then
So what's the purpose then, I wish that I knew
Instead of blowing out these candles for a wish that might never come true

33 trips around the sun
And maybe this time will be the one
Behold a pale horse