Greyboy - Fair? (It's Never Been.) Lyrics

It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
Pull up to the funeral open casket
Oh wait, I've said this before, I guess I really never change
Too much shit on my mind, that's why I need you on the phone
I never want to be alone
Telling all my friends, that, "I'll be just fine"
Knowing damn well sum else is on my mind
Always on my grind man, I get no sleep
Feel the reaper next to me, always tryna creep
Tryna be a better me, every fucking day
Man it's no use, they won't notice anyway
Thoughts float around, some I can not say
On my knees God, please won't you stay?
Shit gets real and I shut down
Rather would be dead, no more now
Soul is broken, I am weak
To the point where I can not think
Leave me alone, yeah leave me alone
I know that I'm all on my own
Feels like no ones there for me
Told my demons please just let me be
Everytime when I look up at the sky
Great memories are gone, oh why?
Why you wanna hurt me? Why you wanna hurt me?
Did my best and this how you repay me?
It's getting pretty late, I need to go
I don't think I wanna stay no more
Suicidal ideation what I'm thinking
Pills on the desk and I'm slowly sinking
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
Pull up to the funeral open casket
Oh wait, I've said this before, I guess I really never change
Too much shit on my mind, that's why I need you on the phone
I never want to be alone
Telling all my friends, that, "I'll be just fine"
Knowing damn well sum else is on my mind
Always on my grind man, I get no sleep
Feel the reaper next to me, always tryna creep
Tryna be a better me, every fucking day
Man it's no use, they won't notice anyway
Thoughts float around, some I can not say
On my knees God, please won't you stay?
Shit gets real and I shut down
Rather would be dead, no more now
Soul is broken, I am weak
To the point where I can not think
Leave me alone, yeah leave me alone
I know that I'm all on my own
Feels like no ones there for me
Told my demons please just let me be
Everytime when I look up at the sky
Great memories are gone, oh why?
Why you wanna hurt me? Why you wanna hurt me?
Did my best and this how you repay me?
It's getting pretty late, I need to go
I don't think I wanna stay no more
Suicidal ideation what I'm thinking
Pills on the desk and I'm slowly sinking
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair
It's not fair, not fair, not fair