Go For Gold - Tone Lyrics

I've been drowning out the silhouettes with cigarettes and coffee stains
An honest mess, full of regret, keeping my cool and trying to stay sane

You pull me apart to find my heart 
But all along it's been on my sleeve

Wondered why you wouldn't stay but now I wonder why you just won't leave
Calling card, a sly remark, pointing fingers at all the things you can't conceive.
You pull me apart to find my heart
But all along it's been on my sleeve

You say
There's no
Emotion
 in my tone 
These chains they choke
So I keep runnin til I find another home
Now it's clear it wasn't serious 
you used my bed to rest and lust 
I hid the truth from my own gut
The fact that you were my smoking gun
It wasn't all bad
I should've said that
My way with words, it lacks
I just wish I could mean something to someone