ghost23, Bittah Dreamer - Fear Of Death Lyrics

I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
I really have this fear
This fear I'm gonna die
But I have this dream
And this dream is that I'll fly
I'm not scared of death
The concept of itself
I just don't want to die without a legacy behind
What will I have left if one day I fade away
Will people really check all the progress that I've made
Will they really care of all these dreams that were mine
Will they really play all the songs of my time
But like I said
I really have this dream
A dream that me and my team will achieve
Eternal happiness, fortune, and success
This is what I'm hoping for and nothing less
To leave this world while I'm feeling blessed
When I feel accomplished I can finally die in peace
Yeah I fear death and I've always felt this way
But once I succeed I will chase that fear away
I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
I've been living forever young since jay z
As a kid seeing ghost Haley Osment its amazing
Finessed a girl once now my saddles been blazing
Life goes on, but in purgatory waiting
Tried to stay strong, but my heart is a bomb
I didn't last long just like black guards face
Now I'm on trial and I'm defending my case
Couldn't make a difference so its hell I'll embrace
Aren't you happier than me
I've been melting
Aren't you praying for me
I've been yelling
Aren't you crying for me
I've been dwelling
Smelling all of my skin that's been swelling
And I pray everyday that God pulls me up
Out of the mud and yuck; its been enough
Take me home oh Lord to your kingdom
This thing I got for death is fearsome
Sing it
I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
I used to have a fear of death, but now I'm ready for it
You see the tears on my face while they play the chorus
No I'm not suicidal; just listen to what I write yo
I've tried to pray to God and I've read the whole bible
And I saw one thing
I saw what I need
I saw all the answers it was like it was a dream
I wanted death so bad it was like I was a fiend
But what I saw changed all that
It wasn't all cap; what I saw said I need to chill and maybe fall back
I don't hope I die, but if I do imma see Than'l
Imma see my grandmother who died from the cancer
Imma see Deidra, imma see everyone I love
Rest in peace to the dreamer
Just know that ill be happy now
I know you'll be sad, but if I go out
It wont be for nothing just promise me if I die
You'll never stop hustling
I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
Like the dreamer said
I used to have a fear
A fear of death, but now I think I'm ready for it
How long is my time
When will it go out
Following this route I'll be ready for the moment
The moment of my passing
I won't scream or shout
I will let it happen
That's without a doubt
I figured out life
I discovered my own path
So now when I die I don't think I'll be sad

I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
I really have this fear
This fear I'm gonna die
But I have this dream
And this dream is that I'll fly
I'm not scared of death
The concept of itself
I just don't want to die without a legacy behind
What will I have left if one day I fade away
Will people really check all the progress that I've made
Will they really care of all these dreams that were mine
Will they really play all the songs of my time
But like I said
I really have this dream
A dream that me and my team will achieve
Eternal happiness, fortune, and success
This is what I'm hoping for and nothing less
To leave this world while I'm feeling blessed
When I feel accomplished I can finally die in peace
Yeah I fear death and I've always felt this way
But once I succeed I will chase that fear away
I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
I've been living forever young since jay z
As a kid seeing ghost Haley Osment its amazing
Finessed a girl once now my saddles been blazing
Life goes on, but in purgatory waiting
Tried to stay strong, but my heart is a bomb
I didn't last long just like black guards face
Now I'm on trial and I'm defending my case
Couldn't make a difference so its hell I'll embrace
Aren't you happier than me
I've been melting
Aren't you praying for me
I've been yelling
Aren't you crying for me
I've been dwelling
Smelling all of my skin that's been swelling
And I pray everyday that God pulls me up
Out of the mud and yuck; its been enough
Take me home oh Lord to your kingdom
This thing I got for death is fearsome
Sing it
I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
I used to have a fear of death, but now I'm ready for it
You see the tears on my face while they play the chorus
No I'm not suicidal; just listen to what I write yo
I've tried to pray to God and I've read the whole bible
And I saw one thing
I saw what I need
I saw all the answers it was like it was a dream
I wanted death so bad it was like I was a fiend
But what I saw changed all that
It wasn't all cap; what I saw said I need to chill and maybe fall back
I don't hope I die, but if I do imma see Than'l
Imma see my grandmother who died from the cancer
Imma see Deidra, imma see everyone I love
Rest in peace to the dreamer
Just know that ill be happy now
I know you'll be sad, but if I go out
It wont be for nothing just promise me if I die
You'll never stop hustling
I
I have this fear of death
I (Oh I) have this fear of death
Like the dreamer said
I used to have a fear
A fear of death, but now I think I'm ready for it
How long is my time
When will it go out
Following this route I'll be ready for the moment
The moment of my passing
I won't scream or shout
I will let it happen
That's without a doubt
I figured out life
I discovered my own path
So now when I die I don't think I'll be sad