GET TUFF - take it back Lyrics

Looking back on everything you promised me
I don't feel that bad now just squeezing between
But I don't want to die in a mismarked grave
I don't want to find you were never really there for me
Still every time I try to speak up
You always push back
Then I take it back
You muffled my screams of inadequacy
Now it seems
Too late for you to redeem it
It seems too late for you and me
So why do I try? Do I try?
So why do I try? Do I try?
It seems too late for you and I
So why do I, do I try?
Push back
Why is it every time I speak up you just push back
And make me take back every word?
I just can't do that
For you or anybody listening
Tell me, if you're listening, then tell me why you always gotta push back
And break every stupid promise that you made back
When we first started? it was hard for me to see that
You won't come through unless there's something for you to gain
Push back
Destroying every single piece that I tried to hold back
Hold back from everyone
Now I see that my biggest mistake was ever letting you in
Why the fuck did I ever let you in?

Looking back on everything you promised me
I don't feel that bad now just squeezing between
But I don't want to die in a mismarked grave
I don't want to find you were never really there for me
Still every time I try to speak up
You always push back
Then I take it back
You muffled my screams of inadequacy
Now it seems
Too late for you to redeem it
It seems too late for you and me
So why do I try? Do I try?
So why do I try? Do I try?
It seems too late for you and I
So why do I, do I try?
Push back
Why is it every time I speak up you just push back
And make me take back every word?
I just can't do that
For you or anybody listening
Tell me, if you're listening, then tell me why you always gotta push back
And break every stupid promise that you made back
When we first started? it was hard for me to see that
You won't come through unless there's something for you to gain
Push back
Destroying every single piece that I tried to hold back
Hold back from everyone
Now I see that my biggest mistake was ever letting you in
Why the fuck did I ever let you in?