Gentry Fox - Lost Lyrics

There I was
Watching my whole life burn up in flames
Swollen gaze eyes glazed with tears
I never thought that it'd end here
What have I become?
This road is cold I am so numb
Every night I fall asleep
I'm haunted by these demons that I'm harboring
Inside a place within my mind
Where optimism dies I'm lost

Somewhere where the flames are hot
And the person who I wanna be I am not
Antidote within a barrel of a 4-5 Glock
But I'd rather race the clock than call it quits and hit stop
I'm lost but I promise I will find my way
You can count on that I'll do whatever that might take
Thanks to countless mistakes I may have made in the past
Gave me courage to pursue excel a path and surpass
Facts hold up homie not so fast
Maybe take a look around recalibrate that math
Mans creeping into thirty youth now in the past
So whatchu plan to do upon that couch on your ass?
Timer steady ticking soon we'll all run all out of air
Early on I learned that not a thing in life is fair
All I ever wanted was somebody that would care
But I looked around the room and I'm the only person there

Lost
I'm lost
I'm so lost
I am

I'm lost
In the middle of a pissed off mob
Throwing molotovs at a cop car for the cause
I'm lost
Like a little tiny runaway dog
In the fog with a nose clogged thick full of snot
I'm lost
Which broken bridge I should cross
Got my boots in the water with the mud in the moss
I'm lost
I am so lost
Sob stories while they nail me to a god damn cross
I'm lost

I'm so lost
We're all lost
Oh so lost
Lost inside