FiveSidedDice - Young, Dumb, Damaged Lyrics

Enslaved and caged, I'm enraged
Slowly slipping towards my fate
Insane in a sick game
I don't want fame, no
I just wanna be heard
But creative blocks in my way
Are causing me to murder any part of me
That stands in my own way
I reminisce back towards better
When things were simple, we were kids
We had nothing to lose
We had the whole world to gain
And we had something to prove
But life goes on and it slips through your fingertips
So now every second counts, every syllable from my lips
Humility and gratitude, they were just words to me
But now they form foundations of who I want to be

Because I'm lost and spiraling down
My brothers won't lay me to rest
I'm gonna turn this shit around
And settle for nothing but the best

I'll bring the pain coz I'm young, dumb, and damaged
I'ma bring that pain coz I'm young, dumb, and damaged

Pure love, peace, joy, happiness, and freedom
What do these words mean and do I even feel them
Are they just some slogans or some bumper sticker shit
Conveniently utilized whenever we see fit
I want the real thing, I wanna talk to God
But I can't help realizing that something feels odd
When you're talking to something
You know probably don't exist
Stuck somewhere between agnostic and atheist
I know the devil's real, I have seen him myself
He was in the mirror when I opened up the medicine shelf
Overdosed and saw him again at the tunnel end gates
They pumped my stomach and then he was in the nurse's face
All I wanted was to die, don't resuscitate, bitch
Now there's pain on the faces of the ones I'm in the room with
Brought back into a fucking rotting world of shit
Surrounded by greed and hate that I must now live with