FiveSidedDice - Wasted Time Lyrics

I've been losing sleep
Over all the choices I've made
A life of regret isn't what i had in mind
I'm slowly slipping away

You'll be here in less than a week
And I'm dreading the moment itself
Your timings impeccable, great choice of words
Cute little story to tell

I'll skip town and I'll drink for a while
In a place that's not too far from home
I wish I could stay there for longer
And just wait it out until you are gone

Once off of your pedestal
You're not as colourful as you once were
So boring, generic, a dime a dozen
Nothing but a spec on the earth

I don't know how long it will take
To get your laughter off my mind
I don't care what part of me I break
Poisoning things on the inside
You don't know how long I've waited
For you to arrive by my side
How long I've anticipated
All this wasted time

I think I saw you in my dream last night
You were different but we were the same
I'm stuck in a loop and I know it
To you I'm just a fun little phase

I wish the goodbye I said was my last
And I bid you farewell in a stride
But you're inconsistent and I fell in love
With your stupidity and your pride

I don't know what you were thinking
With that thorn stuck in your side
Clearly I've been missing something
If it was that easy to leave me behind
What is your story you're spinning
Nothing makes sense but I don't mind
Because it's not my business or problem
It's just my wasted time

I don't know how long it will take
To get your laughter off my mind
I don't care what part of me I break
Poisoning things on the inside
You don't know how long I've waited
For you to arrive by my side
How long I've anticipated