FiveSidedDice - Monophobia Lyrics

So I'm trapped in my head
At the edge of a bed once again
What a surprise, I've never felt so alive
And so dead inside
At the same time
And I don't wanna be alone again
So please stay because I need your company
I wanna forget how to feel everything
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief

Is it okay to feel alone
Even when I know you're here?
It makes my heart feel as cold as stone
It makes me feel like I should just disappear

Back in my dreams
I have these surreal and vivid encounters
And I wish I knew what they meant
But some things are better left misunderstood
And some things are better off dead
And I don't wanna be alone again
So please stay because I need your company
I wanna forget how to feel everything
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief

Is it okay to feel alone
Even when I know you're here?
It makes my heart feel as cold as stone and
It makes me feel like I should just disappear

You crawled inside of my eyes
And now I only feel fear
When I see myself at night
The mirror screams at me in tears
I thought you only left marks on my heart
You're in my thoughts and my dreams too
Because when I finally get some sleep
I only dream of you