Filip Horseman - why do u hate me Lyrics

I just wanna be loved
Why do you hate me
I just wanna see you
But you kinda hate me
And I guess I know that I wasn't the one
But I've tried to
If you wanna criticize the bad I've done
Consider the good too

Why am I all alone
I don't deserve this
I've been speaking to the voices in my head
I'm done with this love
I just wanna end things
Constantly fantasize about being dead
Help me understand
Why you had to break it all this way
Couldn't you have left me fade away
On my own with nothing left to say
But you like to see me suffer I know
I was tryna make our flower grow
Life is not the same with hoes and blow
Without your presence, I'm feeling low

I just wanna be loved
Why do you hate me
I just wanna see you
But you kinda hate me
And I guess I know that I wasn't the one
But I've tried to
If you wanna criticize the bad I've done
Consider the good too