Fello-De-Se - Self-Destructive Disposition Lyrics

Get the fuck off my back
I feel that I'm gonna snap
Everything fading to black
I'm a disgrace get the fuck out of my face
Why do you care you're burden I bare
Evading every question that you've thrown in my direction
You're the source of my dejection
Self destructive disposition

I beg you think this through twice
Do wanna be a part of my life
I don't really think I want your advice
You don't wanna see the look in my eyes
I'm sitting crying with the barrel pressed against my neck
I can't push myself to squeeze the fucking trigger yet
When was the last time I ate
I haven't slept for three days
I wanna squander this pain
You are the hate I sustain
I hate the fact that I'm the strongest person in your life
Tell me what you plan to do when I fucking die

Aye fuck this place
I wanna fucking waste away
Every minute every day
No one fucks with what I say
Aye fuck this place
I wanna fucking waste away
Every minute every day
No one fucks with what I say

Fuck this place
I wanna fucking waste away
Every minute every day
No one fucks with what I say
Aye fuck this place
I wanna fucking waste away
Every minute every day
No one fucks with what I say

It's no wonder why I'm a fucking mess
Everything I learned was toxic trait
I'm certain I'm not the only person experiencing these fucked up mannerisms my parents Left me
Here I am thinking I have healthy coping mechanisms for the fucked up shit they would Say to me
I was fucking wrong

I'm slipping deeper in the emptiness I've lost my drive
I couldn't give you any answers I feel dead inside
You're constant bitching leaves a deeper pit inside my gut
I've got the this blade against my skin I guess I've had enough

Fuck this place
I wanna fucking waste away
Every minute every day
No one fucks with what I say
Aye fuck this place
I wanna fucking waste away
Every minute every day
No one fucks with what I say

Fuck this place