Exxe - The Dumps Lyrics

Sometimes it's hard to feel like
Sometimes it's hard to feel like, we're living in real life
This all could be holograms a digital insight
Well fuck it I'm here right, it is what it is right
Wake up just to go to bed, ain't shit but to live right
Aye see I think that happiness is rare like a holographic
Most are just content with how they live anymore is acting
They don't even know it, they just go thru the moments as if
Someday shit might happen to 'em if they just hope and exist
Well here to hoping if not then here's to coping
Live your life like a machine to put the gears in motion
Stay inside of ya box, you keep your fears out the open
Still its this weight on ya chest, can't shake the feeling of choking
You put yo feels in a potion, you never dream when you rest
You try and heal the emotion, you keep them pills in ya desk
But I can't trip when I'm no different, I'm as ill as the next
You can't be real with who's around you, just be real with yourself
Cuz being honest though
I been on my level, I been smoking heavy
I been drinking so much I probably broke a levee
I been trying' to fight but these vices stay out to get me
Keep calling me back to bed, so enticing I can't resist it
There's viruses in the system, corruption from the inside
Try to outwardly fix it but never know where to find
Answers to all our questions, I think we don't spend the time
To busy with all the bullshit we tell ourselves we should mind
But where do we draw the line? when do we lose our patience
It might not be life worth living if everybody's a patient
I put that shit on a god, whichever one will take it
I'm ready to know what's wrong, promise you I can face it
I'm tired of fucking pacing and people keep talking blessings
I'm trying to find where they get 'em, my plug don't have the connection
Must of switched the addresses, waiting but shit I'm restless
Fighting keep my best but I confess
I think most of us got depression, something stay out to get us
Either something in the food or the way that they taught us lessons
Watching my sister stressing, praying that she don't get it
Swear that I'd turn to god if I thought it would make a difference
My options are getting slimmer, these problems keep getting bigger
I miss the feeling of home, it's like something I don't remember
Been like this since September, probably longer I figure
Just sick of feeling so cold I just hope it goes with the Winter

Sometimes it's hard to feel like
Sometimes it's hard to feel like, we're living in real life
This all could be holograms a digital insight
Well fuck it I'm here right, it is what it is right
Wake up just to go to bed, ain't shit but to live right
Aye see I think that happiness is rare like a holographic
Most are just content with how they live anymore is acting
They don't even know it, they just go thru the moments as if
Someday shit might happen to 'em if they just hope and exist
Well here to hoping if not then here's to coping
Live your life like a machine to put the gears in motion
Stay inside of ya box, you keep your fears out the open
Still its this weight on ya chest, can't shake the feeling of choking
You put yo feels in a potion, you never dream when you rest
You try and heal the emotion, you keep them pills in ya desk
But I can't trip when I'm no different, I'm as ill as the next
You can't be real with who's around you, just be real with yourself
Cuz being honest though
I been on my level, I been smoking heavy
I been drinking so much I probably broke a levee
I been trying' to fight but these vices stay out to get me
Keep calling me back to bed, so enticing I can't resist it
There's viruses in the system, corruption from the inside
Try to outwardly fix it but never know where to find
Answers to all our questions, I think we don't spend the time
To busy with all the bullshit we tell ourselves we should mind
But where do we draw the line? when do we lose our patience
It might not be life worth living if everybody's a patient
I put that shit on a god, whichever one will take it
I'm ready to know what's wrong, promise you I can face it
I'm tired of fucking pacing and people keep talking blessings
I'm trying to find where they get 'em, my plug don't have the connection
Must of switched the addresses, waiting but shit I'm restless
Fighting keep my best but I confess
I think most of us got depression, something stay out to get us
Either something in the food or the way that they taught us lessons
Watching my sister stressing, praying that she don't get it
Swear that I'd turn to god if I thought it would make a difference
My options are getting slimmer, these problems keep getting bigger
I miss the feeling of home, it's like something I don't remember
Been like this since September, probably longer I figure
Just sick of feeling so cold I just hope it goes with the Winter