Exxe - Essential Lyrics

Ey yo it's getting pretty hard, yeah this life shit
Feel like it's tearing me apart every night, shit
Making music still the only thing that keep me sane
It's got me thinking when I make it with that even change
I'm still working yea that nine to five hype shit
I'm still writing serving bars like a life sentence
You can't complain you're getting money, that's what people say
But you don't ever make enough so fuck it either way
I'm still chilling with my boys doing wild shit
I'm still hanging with the noise on some high shit
I'm still ducking from the boys on some hot shit
Fuck a cop shit, ain't a gangster but I bet I know better than not, shit
Still I'm hella focused could tell it by my whip
I been sitting quiet developing my tricks
Now I'm like surprise, get ready or not bitch
I'm gunning for everybody unless you with my Kyn
Still don't really give a fuck, I'm just trying to last here
I just hope the ones that come are better than my last year
I was taking time off, Soul was in a cast year
Now I'm back and a lot of these niggas out they class here
Still got money coming in like Nipsey
These haters still taking shots but they still can't hit me
Trying to build with the ones that are still here with me
Has got me feeling like I'm Pac but should I live this risky
Man I don't know
Cuz shit ain't what it seems is something I've learned the most
And lately all my dreams been feeling they hella close
Just out my grasp, slipping through my fingers
Feel like if I stretch hard enough then maybe I can reach em
So I'll kill on every feature, set fire to every piece of
Paper in this notebook hoping one'll catch the people
That can get me where I'm destined to be
I'm sick of fuck boy promoters that be messing with me
Exposure don't pay bills, clout can't pay rent
Free drinks ain't meals, yo cosign ain't shit
These low times ain't it, that's why people get high
They try to mask all the pain, they try to keep it inside
But fuck all that cuz I'm tired
Tired of life in disguise
Make a change, I been trying
But shit I'm taking my time
So I'll be there when I make it
Take what you see with your eyes
Cuz if a shot is all I got then nigga reach for the sky

I Don't Know Where These Days Went
These Times They Try My Patience
I Know This World Is Changing
We All Just Trying to Make It
I Don't Know Where These Days Went
These Times They Try My Patience
I Know This World Is Changing
We All Just Trying to Make It