Existential Alignment - Open Door Lyrics

You say you don't want me
But you say that you love
You say I don't need it
But you don't give me any help

You take a lot from me
For your fake authority
And you don't give me reason to get well

I can't take it anymore
I won't fake it my world has an open door
My confused confidence just wants to know
Why you mix your signals that you still show

You play with my head
My fragile state of happiness
Your blatant lies
Convinced me to stay

I feel I've lost touch
And I've had to readjust
Because the fact is you're not what you say

I can't take it anymore
I won't fake it my world has an open door
My confused confidence just wants to know
Why you mix your signals that you still show

Should I give you a chance or should I let go
Got a depleting stance and I've lost all hope
I stand here confused broken and lost
I did this for you and what did it cost

My stability you gifted then you took from me
My sanity sporadic now I feel like a freak
My addiction has now set in and I can't let go
So take it from me so I can never know

I can't take it anymore
I won't fake it my world has an open door
My confused confidence just wants to know
Why you mix your signals that you still show

I can't take it anymore
I won't fake it my world has an open door
My confused confidence just wants to know
Why you mix your signals that you still show