Etzetera - Deafening silence Lyrics

All the ways that I have drawn
Have taken me to the non-sense
Always searching, always asking,
Always answering - why?
The days in my life are like a closed-loop
And I am trapped inside
Seeing that already I'm breathless
And without desires to live
I know what I want, just one life
But a blur becomes thick and clouds over my mind
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
Buried alive, I scream in silence,
Silence in which I die comfortably
Defeated. Without the inclination to fight,
Or strength to try it
With nobody by my side
'cause I wanted to be alone but alone desiring
Someone by my side to raise
My head from the ground, 'cause I can't
I know what I want, just one life.
But a blur becomes thick and clouds over my mind
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I walk dragging a huge weight,
Where did it come from?
I try to alienate myself from these thoughts,
Who inspired them to me?
And when I look for the answer
A deafening silence hits me and makes me fall again
I don't know when I'll get up,
Not even seen my enemy
I know what I want, just one life.
But a blur becomes thick and clouds over my mind
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair

All the ways that I have drawn
Have taken me to the non-sense
Always searching, always asking,
Always answering - why?
The days in my life are like a closed-loop
And I am trapped inside
Seeing that already I'm breathless
And without desires to live
I know what I want, just one life
But a blur becomes thick and clouds over my mind
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
Buried alive, I scream in silence,
Silence in which I die comfortably
Defeated. Without the inclination to fight,
Or strength to try it
With nobody by my side
'cause I wanted to be alone but alone desiring
Someone by my side to raise
My head from the ground, 'cause I can't
I know what I want, just one life.
But a blur becomes thick and clouds over my mind
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I walk dragging a huge weight,
Where did it come from?
I try to alienate myself from these thoughts,
Who inspired them to me?
And when I look for the answer
A deafening silence hits me and makes me fall again
I don't know when I'll get up,
Not even seen my enemy
I know what I want, just one life.
But a blur becomes thick and clouds over my mind
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair
I need a light to guide me out,
To show me the exit from this lie,
To save me from despair