Equator, BVLVNCE - Afterglow Lyrics

The day withers around me
The night's all I trust
Each breath feels like I'm drowning
My head's underwater, no way up
And these daydreams bend then break like glass to flame
The same mistakes keep ruminating in my brain
I'd make some progress if I'd only just speak out
Can't find a balance between my own mind and mouth
But there is some sense of hope
I see my afterglow
It's been a long hard road
To find my afterglow
Can't find the afterglow
When dark is all I know
And it sinks in
I'm familiar, so familiar
I'm familiar (These negative habits, these harmful thought patterns)
So familiar with the dark (Can't seem to get past them)
But there is some sense of hope
I see my afterglow
It's been a long hard road
To find my afterglow
Been taking hits in life for no good reason
Been dying to sink down and stop the bleeding
Been waiting on a change in this cold season
Just dying to circumvent my own breathing
I see my afterglow
To reach my afterglow

The day withers around me
The night's all I trust
Each breath feels like I'm drowning
My head's underwater, no way up
And these daydreams bend then break like glass to flame
The same mistakes keep ruminating in my brain
I'd make some progress if I'd only just speak out
Can't find a balance between my own mind and mouth
But there is some sense of hope
I see my afterglow
It's been a long hard road
To find my afterglow
Can't find the afterglow
When dark is all I know
And it sinks in
I'm familiar, so familiar
I'm familiar (These negative habits, these harmful thought patterns)
So familiar with the dark (Can't seem to get past them)
But there is some sense of hope
I see my afterglow
It's been a long hard road
To find my afterglow
Been taking hits in life for no good reason
Been dying to sink down and stop the bleeding
Been waiting on a change in this cold season
Just dying to circumvent my own breathing
I see my afterglow
To reach my afterglow