Envyus - Truths Lyrics

I'm so fucking tired but damn I just can't sleep
I'm so fucking hungry but damn I just can't eat
I think I deserve me some time off of my feet
I think I deserve me some head and some good sleep
Couldn't pay my bills in the morning or last night
But goddamn my closet just stay looking so right
Wanna sell out all my shows and go book flights
I wanna bitch that's gon' treat me just so nice
And push it up on me with pussy that's so tight
I want matching diamonds in my mouth and my mic
I've taken for granted the things that I have
Need to show love to my mom and my dad
They show me happy when all just seems bad
They bring out my smile when I just feel sad
Mama taught me see hope when you only see mad
My father taught me how to become a man
But y'all do not want that y'all just want that real shit
That shoot people, struggle, sell drugs, and kill shit
Well that ain't my message I'm doing it different
Dark skies and my mind I can't see the difference
Subtract all my issues, make money addition
I've seen lives destroyed by heinous addiction
I've spent so much time with these people just giving
Need to focus on myself, start living

I know you'd thought I'd always stay
Come face the music and seize the day
I know you're scared don't be afraid
Just close your eyes and hear what I say

I know you'd thought I'd always stay
Come face the music and seize the day
I know you're scared don't be afraid
Just close your eyes and hear what I say

I like to stay focused on upwards mobility
I like to stay focused on my versatility
I'll buy y'all a house and I'll pay your utilities
I'll always support even if this shit's killing me
Helping my people is what's been instilled in me
I love making music this shit is so real to me
I hope when y'all listen y'all really be feeling me
I love all my fans cause y'all see what I don't see in me