Envyus - Finding Me Lyrics

Seeing through filters
Seeing shit kiltered
Seeing as a builder
Never seen realer
Seeing through the glitz and the glamour and the glitter
Living so bitter
Living as a winner
Living as a sinner
Living as a sinner, oh
Feeling bewildered
Unfamiliar
Gold and silver
Utensils for dinner
I got the heat for the winter
I got the stick like I'm Splinter
I don't make trash I don't litter
I been doing shit bigger
I been doing shit bigger
I been doing shit bigger yeah

Retracting poison
React in accordance to what you do
Checking my poise look
You leave me no choice with the shit you do
Nothing prepares you for what they compare to you it's not fair
I been looking for myself in different states but he's not there

Retracting poison
React in accordance to what you do
Checking my poise look
You leave me no choice with the shit you do
Nothing prepares you for what they compare to you it's not fair
I been looking for myself in different states but he's not there

Different places, different paces, different faces, same me
Wishing for haven, wishing for greatness, wishing for saving, save me
Lately it's been taking me a lot more than it usually does to be the person that I once was
I want to one up the sun rise
My funds up, my sums up I shine
In the night time Is it just the wrong place or is it just the wrong time?
You gon need a million guys
You gon need a million nines
You gon need a million knives
Just to fuck with one of my mine, yeah