Envyus, Fat Body Scotty - Break Lyrics

Are these drugs enough
Are they? Are they?
Don't blame all the shame, all the games that you plagued my brain with babe
Cocaine was the mainframe of my own pain
Don't you know babe?
Pull my body closer to yours
Make me feel like something more than the next guy
Than the next high
I just need time to read my emotional state of mind

Feel volatile I been gone a while
I been searching far, I been searching wide
I been hard to find, I'm hard to bind
It's hard to say goodbye
It's hard to stay the good guy
When everything is a stress test to your insides
You don't feel alive you been wasting away you been wasting time
Don't waste mine pulling at my waist line
Stay high you stay high to survive
Hoping for the sunrise
Falling for the night skies
Telling little white lies
To cover up them white lines
The drugs that get combined
The love that I can't find
On standby I can't fly no more
I can't cry no more
Won't waste tears, won't hold doors
I've wasted years, wont waste yours
The same feet on the same shore
That walked away are begging for me chores
I beg for chords don't know what's in store
For me and myself with this golden door
Gold opportunity continuity I break
Fluidity through my veins with this artwork birthed through pain
With this heartache breaking face while I'm begging for a saving grace
Begging but you can't relate

Don't break me
Don't save me
It's too late for our love
Don't break me
Don't save me
It's too late for our love
It's the only thing that makes me realize
What I've lost
Don't break me
Don't save me

Keyboards play
Warlords pray
Reward wasted and the scoreboard showing gray showing hate
Sew to the heart when it breaks
Chessboard plays when I make moves
Strategic when I slide through
Anemic but I might use
I'm fiending when I write you
I need it, I need you
I'm bleeding and I stay bruised
Tell lies and tell truth
Concepts walls talk
Walls move I stall hard
Harbors too far
Cars and bright stars
Rates and pie charts
Dividends losing friends
Feel the loss, feel the win
Feeling lost on the wind
Paper cuts, paper thin
Blank face, pale skin
Gold grin cold within
Cold again Nostradamus
Futures bleak being honest
Cast off I'm astronomic
Breaking off I'm breaking often
Building halls building coffins
Rebuild everything that's rotten
Counter everything that's wrong
Home is where I don't belong
Home is where I've been too long
Breaking down in every song
Breaking down in every song

I cannot break
I'll never take it standing still
I cannot make
I'll never fake it staying real

I cannot break
I'll never take it standing still
I cannot make
I'll never fake it staying real

I cannot break
I'll never take it standing still
I cannot make
I'll never fake it staying real

I cannot break
I'll never take it standing still
I cannot make
I'll never fake it staying real