Envy You, Sh3 - Dark Space Lyrics

I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate
I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate

Dark space
Dark soul
No fate
No hope
Grabbing a shovel
Digging my grave
Throwing the towel
Cover my face
Making a name for me and my family
The day that I'm gone they're gonna remember me
I don't know what the future is bringing me
Imma keep fighting whatever they throw at me
Come at me now
Ima show you what I'm 'bout
Got'em shocked now
Cause I got commitment issues
But I'm sticking to this shit now
Always picking shit up and putting it down
Head underwater, I'm finna drown
Please pull me out
Please hear my shout, cause

I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate
I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate

See I got the devil on my shoulder
And I, feel him getting closer
So I, guess I'm not a loner
I can feel him taking over
See I got his shadow overlooking me
And it's mentally abusing me
Cause everything that I'm tryna be
Is the definition of a perfect me
My visions blurry, but I'm tryna see
The future that's in front of me
So I reach inside my brain
It'll make me go insane
Cause I'm the only one to blame
And I'll never be the same
I feel so fucking lame
Like life is just a game

I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate
I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate

I don't know how I keep this up
The smile on my face
I gotta give up
Feeling like I am the only one that really knows me so I'm gonna keep it a buck
I hear the devil calling me like every other night
Scared to even look at him, I'd rather just take flight
The only fucking reason that I even grab this pen is
That I've been talking to him lately got me feeling like a menace
I've been reaching for a hand
Screaming for some help
But you don't understand, the pain that I have felt
Feeling like I fell, a couple hundred times
Beaten to the ground, and stabbed with a knife
Watching my life just fly on by
And I don't even care, don't ask why
Cause I don't even know, not gonna lie
I'm just stuck in this dark space, like ima die

I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate
I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate