English, Dover - Today Lyrics

I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay
I was selfish as fuck, maybe I had it wrong
I wake up every morning it's a curse that I still have a pulse
I separate my soul from flesh. Your heart I cannot hold again
'Cause blood is running from my veins and my hands are as cold as death
Until my soul ascends and time is going very fast
Until this hatchet's buried, this burden I will carry that
I look into the mirror there's a monster that is glaring back
I know that love could kill. I saw your face inside the barrel flash
I'll take this to my bloody grave. I curse the fact that life is long
If I'm being honest, wish I weren't alive to write this song
Where my skin is apart, I've been picking at scars
It's like you took a thousand knives and drove them into my heart
I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay
I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay
The price of love it means nothing when you've lost the change
But you were never there to answer every time I'd call your name
I may have caused the pain. I wanna take it all away
But I am merely but a moth and I am always drawn to flame
I'll take this to my bloody grave. I curse the fact that life is long
If I'm being honest, wish I weren't alive to write this song
Where my skin is apart, I've been picking at scars
It's like you took a thousand knives and drove them into my heart
I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay

I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay
I was selfish as fuck, maybe I had it wrong
I wake up every morning it's a curse that I still have a pulse
I separate my soul from flesh. Your heart I cannot hold again
'Cause blood is running from my veins and my hands are as cold as death
Until my soul ascends and time is going very fast
Until this hatchet's buried, this burden I will carry that
I look into the mirror there's a monster that is glaring back
I know that love could kill. I saw your face inside the barrel flash
I'll take this to my bloody grave. I curse the fact that life is long
If I'm being honest, wish I weren't alive to write this song
Where my skin is apart, I've been picking at scars
It's like you took a thousand knives and drove them into my heart
I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay
I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay
The price of love it means nothing when you've lost the change
But you were never there to answer every time I'd call your name
I may have caused the pain. I wanna take it all away
But I am merely but a moth and I am always drawn to flame
I'll take this to my bloody grave. I curse the fact that life is long
If I'm being honest, wish I weren't alive to write this song
Where my skin is apart, I've been picking at scars
It's like you took a thousand knives and drove them into my heart
I don't wanna die today
But you make me feel like I wanna die today
Put me in my feels I can heal by getting high today
I just wanna die every time I decide to stay
I decide to stay