Eli Chamberlain - Letter 2 Deshawn Lyrics

Oh you followed the light oh
I see your shadow oh
Aye Wavyb0i

Shit I been lied to and ridiculed
I been missing my brother, put you on my neck, see you in the mirror
Shit been fighting my demons, can't block out these voices
Long nights but these drugs ain't gone numb the feeling
Everybody don't care, wish I picked up the phone
Hit you up talk about everything you dealing
Trynna run from my problems, be making it worse
I got pain, but this music gone heal me
I saw you struggling, but them drugs and shit ain't cool
Used to seeing you fighting, you followed the light oh
Oh I see yo shadow, but it really ain't you
Feel your spirit at night, but I know that it ain't right, but yo brodie, he miss you
Fuck is a tissue, shit I'm crying river
I sat by, these drugs ain't gone heal me

They gone call you selfish
But I see you struggling, them drugs and that lean wasn't working
You double that cup and you popping more perkies
Answer me now! what I do to deserve this
Oh I'm missing my brother, but he gone right now
I see you shadow, I got to pipe down
Oh I need you right now, I'm spilling my heart out

Shit I got a cold heart
Shit I ride with my stick in my lap, I can't go now
Everybody some hoes now
When I'm high off exotic I just wanna blow now
But I can't let it show now
I remember hard times, you taught me to stay strong now
NMB forever, as long as you walk with me, I'm surviving any weather

Shit I been lied to and ridiculed
I been missing my brother, put you on my neck, see you in the mirror
Shit been fighting my demons, can't block out these voices
Long nights but these drugs ain't gone numb the feeling
Everybody don't care, wish I picked up the phone
Hit you up talk about everything you dealing
Trynna run from my problems, be making it worse
I got pain, but this music gone heal me
I saw you struggling, but them drugs and shit ain't cool
Used to seeing you fighting, you followed the light oh
Oh I see yo shadow, but it really ain't you
Feel your spirit at night, but I know that it ain't right, but yo brodie, he miss you
Fuck is a tissue, shit I'm crying river
I sat by, these drugs ain't gone heal me

Mmm I'm crying a river
I'm missing my brother
You followed the light
Oh you followed the light